My Songs

Razorblade Kisses

The blood is my addiction 

The sting is my high

I can't get enough of my Razorblade Kisses

It's too late to save me from myself

Don't want to die

Just want to feel alive

Yeah, cure the itch

And try to kill the monster within

They say my Razorblade Kisses are pointless

If pointless is the beautiful crimson blood

Or my mind finally being at ease

But my body is in pain?

Now I can hear my mind begging

Oh how it's pleading

For just one more

To keep the feeling of ease

One Razorblade Kiss turns to two

Then two turns to four

Four morphs into eight

And eight doubles to sixteen

Addictive like good cocaine

The high it gives me

Makes me feel alive 

When I've felt dead for so long

It gave me hope that one day

I won't need to take any pills ever again

I craved the sight of blood

And the strange, twisted smile that graces my face 

I don't need Therapy

I just need to watch the blood trickle down

They hurt me and that's okay 

But I hurt myself and that's wrong?

Tell me again boy

How pointless it all is

Because I don't want to stop

But you don't want to help

I remember when pencil sharpeners 

Were just for pencils

Now I have more scars 

Than I have good memories

I lie through gritted teeth

Telling you I'm fine

Or that I stopped

Just to make you feel better

It amazes me how 

Tons of bracelets

A sweater

And a fake smile can hide

My walls know my secrets

They watch me cry for happiness

And wonder if I could end it all

As I listen to music for an escape...