My Songs

I'm Sorry

I've been counting up the seconds
As they tick by
Making chew my nails nervously
Why don't you believe me?

I've been counting the minutes
As they pass by
Making my leg move up and down anxiously
Why is this so difficult?

I've been counting the hours
As they add up
Making me feel so alone
Why can't you see what you do to me?

Those hours turned to days
And those days turned to weeks
Those weeks turned to months
Then those months turned to years

We slowly and painfully drifted apart
How is it that we didn't see the cracks?
I don't want to live like this
Constantly you avoid me

I tried over and over again
Clearly I wasn't trying hard enough
Because you just pushed me farther away
As I begged you to let me stay

I know it won't ever be the same
But can't we put this behind us?
I just want a tight hug
And an it's gonna be okay

The only thing about you I would change
Is your self-doubt
You are amazing
And I'm just a total bitch

I'm sorry
Oh so sorry
I wish I could go back
And stop me 

Is this destiny?
For you to hate my guts
Was this friendship meant to be?
Or was it a way to help heal all these cuts

Look me in the eyes
And try to say they are full of lies
You can't, can you?
My point exactly

Sorry may not cut it
So I'm going outside of the box
To show you my feelings are legit
I'm sorry and I love you

Knock me down like a tower of blocks
Strike me with a lightning bolt
Cut me up and put me in a box
Shoot me in the head with a 45. colt