2 Weeks Later
It's been two weeks since I've heard from Jahseh. No phone calls, no messages, no nothing. I was really pissed at him. And I felt like we were really over. The only reason why I made those post was to get his attention. But apparently he just still didn't care.
I was only two weeks pregnant and my doctor's appointment was Thursday. I wasn't sure if he was gonna come with me or ignore me for the rest of his life. And to be honest, I was scared. I didn't wanna loose Jahseh at all. I loved him to the point where words couldn't explain it. He was the only guy to make me feel a certain way. He had to understand that he couldn't just walk away from problems he created. He helped make the baby so it's his responsibility to take care of it also.
It was 5:00pm in the evening and I was just fixing me two king size Philly steak & cheese hotpockets. I popped those into the oven before going into the living room putting on a romance movie which was Jumping The Broom. God I was in my feelings a lot.
After my hotpockets sat in the oven for 20mins, I took them out and placed them on a paper plate making my way back into the living room and began playing my movie while eating.
I didn't know if I was watching it because I was in my feelings or because Pooch Hall was so damn fine to me.
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I watched the movie til it reached the part where Jason's mother told the whole family that Sabrina was her aunt's daughter the whole time.
It was 7:22pm and I was tired of watching it so I decided to turn off the movie, take a bath and call it a night.
30mins later
After being in the shower for about 30mins I got out only to do my lotion and perfume thing, slip on my Victoria's Secret underclothes and my pink dick me down shorts right along with a black tank top.
I went back into the bedroom hearing a knock on the door. I thought it was Hakeem because he did say that he was worried about me so I figured he'd stopped by.
I quickly made my way to the door and opened it only to be surprised of the person standing there.
"Darren??" I said to my surprise.
"Surprised?" he asked with a smirk.
"Darren why are you here?? How did you find me?" I asked with a serious pissed off voice.
"Well you did a good job by putting your address and other info on Facebook.
Nice going Lauren!
"Ok but that doesn't give you the right to just pop up at my place."
"I know Lauren but I just miss you so much. Look, I know that what I did with Kirah was wrong but I didn't like her from the jump. I was drunk and one thing led to another. I only had eyes for you and only you. You don't miss me. Us?"
"Darren, I love you but I don't think we can ever happen again. Plus, I gave a boyfriend and I'm pregnant."
Darren's facial expression changed from 0-100 real quick. I could tell that he wasn't so pleased with me having a boyfriend and being pregnant with a child that wasn't by him. That's all he ever talked about was kids when we were together.
"Lauren, please tell me you're kidding. Please tell me that all of this is a fucking joke!"
"Get over it! You had you're chance but you were never down from the start. I gave you everything. My heart, my secrets. I'm not in love with you anymore. I'm in love with someone else and I really think you should go."
