can't fake it anymore

sleep

we get to grayson's house and we walk inside just to see ethan at the kitchen table . " hey gray , hey ... y/n? what's she doing here ? " he asked grayson as if i couldn't hear. " we're just hanging out don't make it a big deal. " he said grabbing my arm and pulling me to his room. when we get in he let go and mumbled a sorry cause i started to rub my arm where he grabbed me , he's so strong i guess he didn't even know it hurt me till after. " your room is clean what do you expect me to do ? " i asked crossing my arms . " i guess ethan cleaned it , he likes to be clean. " he said rolling his eyes and laying on his bed. i didn't know what to do so i just stood there. " you can lay down next to me if you want. i'm not gonna hurt you " he said looking in my eyes. i didn't know what to say so i walked over and laid next to him. " so.. how was your day? " i asked trying to break the awkward silence ." i don't wanna talk about it , it was long and sucked ,
i just wanna sleep " he said closing his eyes. i wonder what he meant by that. before i knew it he grabbed my waist and pulled me closer to him. " lets just sleep " he whispered more to himself as he laid on my chest and soon fell asleep.