can't fake it anymore

the truth comes out

he stopped so i didn't know if he was gonna continue or not . " grayson it's fine .. you don't have to - " he cut me off my speaking " no. i want to " he took a deep breath and began talking again . " we were sitting at my house watching a movie when i asked if she wanted pizza , so we ordered it but the place we like doesn't deliver so you have to pick it up . i had a broken leg at the time so i couldn't drive which means she had to go pick it up .. she left to pick it up and about 40 minutes later i get a call from her phone saying she was in a car accident and i was the last call she made so they figured i was important . she died that night , as soon as the truck hit her she broke her neck and passed away , ever since i've been in pain and she used to smoke but i never thought it was a good thing but her passing away drove me to it. i thought that if i smoked the kind she used , at the times she did it'd be like a piece of her was still with me i guess "
i didn't know how to respond. i mean , who does one respond to a story like that ? " gray , i'm sorry " i said with tears in my eyes , i didn't even know her but for some reason i felt connected to her , i hugged grayson and i guess it took him by surprise cause he flinched but then wrapped his arms around me . we sat like that for a minute until someone from the party came out telling us that jack was looking for grayson . we went back inside and found jack. he looked pissed. " what's up bro ? " grayson asked walking towards jack. " FUCK YOU BRO! i love y/n and you told her to find me ! i'd still be with her if it wasn't for you ! " jack was screaming at grayson. i didn't know why . " look bro it wasn't right to cheat on her , she had a right to know " gray yelled back. they can not be fighting over me right now. " SAYS THE ONE WHO WAS CHEATING ON Y/N THE WHOLE TIME YOU GUYS WERE TOGETHER " oh god. he did not just tell the whole school gray and i were ' together '
" SCREW OFF YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE WHOLE STORY " gray was walking towards jack at this point , god he better not hit him , i decided to barge in " don't hit him gray! " i yelled causing him to turn to me . " oh i'm not gonna hit him , i'm gonna do much worse , i'm gonna tell him the truth , better yet , why don't you ? " tears started filling in my eyes , he can't do this to me " stop , you don't have to do this " i couldn't even look at jack right now
" what's he talking about y/n " jack asked walking towards me with confusion in his face. " i -i can't tell him " i said looking down. what happened ? gray and i were just fine. " pussy. fine , i'll do it. " he turned to jack. " the whole time we were together , it wasn't real. we were just doing it to make you jealous. she thought you still had feelings for her cause she thought you loved her. clearly you do , you guys deserve each other. there i said it. " gray had this evil smile on his face , why is he being like this ? and jack , jack looked so hurt and disgusted, " jack im sorry i - i thought that we could work it out i never meant for it to get this far .. i'm sor- " he cut me off " don't. i don't wanna hear it. " he stormed off and got in his car and drove away. everyone was in a circle around grayson and i now , i started to cry and looked over at grayson. his expression instantly went from proud to upset once he saw my face , he started to open his mouth to speak when i started walking towards him , and slapped him in the face. damn it felt good. " fuck you " i said. i walked off and found jordan and we went home. the whole drive home i felt broken. i don't know what hurt worse , grayson going against our friendship or jack hating me. i'm still in love with jack and it hurts so much ...