can't fake it anymore

friends

i wasn't really that tired so i just sat there and ran my hands through his hair , i guess he liked it because when i stopped he mumbled " keep doing that , it feels good " i smiled a little at his half asleep voice and started to fun my fingers through his hair again. after a while i started to doze off too. after what felt like forever i woke up and realized where i was. at this point i was now laying on grayson , i guess he moved us after i fell asleep. he was already awake and said " did you have a nice sleep ? " he said smiling . " yeah , i guess you just made me tired " i said laughing as i sat up " sorry i fell asleep on you ... lack of habit with other girls i guess " he said looking at his hands " it's fine , i guess that's what friends do. that's what we are right ? friends ? " i wasn't sure what we were , we were fake dating but clearly there was no real feelings , but we weren't like close or anything so i guess all we could say was ' friends ' " yeah friends " he said smiling. " well i guess i should drive you home " he said standing up starting to put on his shoes. the car ride home was uneventful, but once i got home that's when it went down.