I Will Always Be By Your Side(Eminem FanFiction)

Chapter 76

Chapter 76: (Eminem's Point Of View)

 "She’s going to be fine. She’s going to have to use an oxygen mask for a little since she still has trouble breathing on her own." The doctor explained as he got his things ready.

 "Thank you so much Dr.Gil. I really appreciate it." I said as I shook his hand.

 "No problem Marshall. Make sure she gets plenty of rest and keep an eye on her." Dr.Gil said.

"Okay thanks again." I said.

 Caroline took Dr.Gil to the door. I went and sat down next to Helena in a chair. She was still not awake. I touched her hair which was still damp.

 "Marshall we are really sorry. We shouldn't have left her alone." Juliana said.

 "No its okay. If it’s anyone’s fault its mine. I go to the studio for an hour and look what happened." I said. Julie was holding the girls.

 "It’s okay. She’s going to be okay." I said as I looked at them.

 It’s been an hour and Helena still hasn't woke up. They all left the room expect for me. I put my hands on my face and just closed my eyes. Shit. This is all my fault. I shouldn't have left her. I was sitting there just thinking when I felt Helena move. I looked up and saw her slowly open her eyes. She looked around the room then at me. She took off her oxygen mask.

"Hey it’s okay. Keep it on." I quietly told her. She shook her head no.

 "Marshall." She said.

"It’s okay. I am here." I quickly said as I grabbed her hand.

"I am so sorry." She said as tears ran down her cheek.

 "Helena... I- I thought I lost you." I said. I felt my eyes start to get glossy.

"I am so sorry Marshall." Helena said through her tears.

 "Shh. put you oxygen mask back on. Doctor said you’re going to need a bit of help to breath." I told her.

"No. I am fine." She said.

 I just sat there for a minute and thought about things.

 "Helena. Why did you do that?" I finally said as I looked down.

 "Why would you try and do that?" I said as I stood up.

"I am sorry Marshall. It just..." She said.

 "It’s just what? Madelyn? Helena it was not your fault." I told her. She started to burst out in tears.

"It is! It is my fault! It is! If I would have done things differently Madelyn would still be here with me!" She screamed through her tears.

"No Helena. It’s not your fault." I said as I went over and hugged her.

"Helena we can’t keep doing this. Look at us. We’re falling apart. We both need help." I said.

"No. What I need is to just think about things and mourn. You just don't under-" she said than I cut her off.

"No Helena. Don't give me that you just don't understand crap! You say you need to think and mourn but look at you! Look at us! I lost my daughter too. I went and still am going through the same thing as you! And then you go and try this! What would I do if I lost you!? Loosing Madelyn and then you. No. I don't know what I would do without you. I love you so much Helena. I think you should go home." I told her. I had that knot in my throat from holding back my tears.

 "No. I am not leaving." She said through her tears.

 "Yes you are. This is the best thing Helena. You’re going to be with your family." I told her.

"I want to be with you." She said.

 "I know. I want to be with you too but this is the best thing to do." I said.