"I'm sorry Taehyung, but I'm afraid you've been living in your own virtual reality for the last few months." Joohyuk said to me as he handed me a cup of water. My eyes were were swollen, the edges bloodshot from crying. I had stopped crying after I felt my tears run out. My lungs hurt from shaking for so long, my body ached from being in that curled up position but most of all my heart hurt. It hurt so much that every other pain in my body combined couldn't even compare to that pain. It felt as if someone had taken a lighter and lit my chest on fire. My head hurt from all the new information, My heart hurt because she was gone.
She's not coming back. I was stupid enough to fall in love with her, why didn't I realize it earlier? There was so many loop holes in my relationship with her. How I never saw her grandpa even once, despite the fact that she had come to the hospital in the first place to see him. She never bothered visiting him again after that.
I never questioned why she was always so happy, I never questioned how she got into my school in the middle of the school year. I never questioned how she managed to sit beside me in every single class. I never questioned why she was good at everything I liked. I never questioned her once, because I was too madly in love with her. So in love that I had turned a blind eye to everything that might threaten our relationship.
She came into my life as the joyful girl that never let anything get to her. She turned the emotionless boy into a boy who had emotions. She mended the boy and glued all of his missing pieces together. She came into my life and gave me the love I never received as a child.
She changed the way I saw the world, she had changed my grey and gloomy life to the vibrant color of orange. But she can't do that anymore, not when she never existed.
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