012 - Thankful

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WARNING BEFORE YOU ENTER INTO THIS CHAPTER JUST KNOW THAT IF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS AND YOU KNOW ME PERSONALLY THAT THE LAST FEW PARAGRAPHS ARE GONNA BE A BIT UNCOMFORTABLE.


I walked out of Joohyuk's office with a slight bounce in each of my step. I was told that I didn't need to take the anti depression pill anymore, which meant that my depression had gotten significantly better to the point where I was able to stay in a positive mood almost on a daily basis. All thanks to Emily.

Despite the fact that being clear of depression scared me and felt unfamiliar to me, I loved it. I loved the fact that I didn't feel confined anymore, these new emotions circled around me and made life come to life. I'm not going to let any negative feelings anchor me down any more.

It was funny how, less than a year ago, I hated the thought of being happy. I hated other people wanting to fix me. Emily however, had easily wiped those loathing thoughts from my mind and helped me back onto the correct road to walk down.

A boxy grin made its way to my face as I saw Emily lying on the couch in her living room.  "Emily! I just got the all clear from your dad, i'm not depressed anymore" I said, the boxy grin never failing to stay on my face.

She hugged me tightly in glee jumping up and down in joy. I cupped her cheeks and bent down a bit to look her in the eye. "None of this would have happened if you didn't come into my life. I want to thank you, from the bottom of my heart. I don't know what I can do to repay you. I love you so much Emily." I said and closed my eyes pressing my lips against hers softly.

I felt her smile into the kiss, which in turn made me smile and my insides blossom with new flowers and sent butterflies aflight. Our lips moved in sink as my hands moved to rest on her waist, pulling her closer to me and bending down lower so she didn't have to stand on her toes. I broke the kiss for intake of oxygen and pressed my forehead to her. "I'm so thankful" I muttered, my voice lower than normal. (A/N This is so awkward tho, since this story is kinda dedicated to my friend and i'm writing a kiss scene and just...)

"So no more depression pills?" She asked after we separated. "No more depression pills." I replied, showing off my boxy grin again. It felt good to be happy, it felt good to be in love. To be loved.

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