The beeps of machinery next to me made me open my eyes just a tiny bit. My body felt weak, the world was spinning around me. I had gotten a hold of another capsule of those pills that made Emily come into my life. I overdosed again. Oops. But I needed to see her again, I needed her in my life again.
My heart can't stand being away from her. She picked up the pieces of my broken vase and glued it back together. But without her constant care for it, it was cracking again. My grey life that she had tried so hard to change into a fluorescent color had eventually melted back into the dull lifeless grey that it was originally.
But this time, I didn't feel emotionless. I felt broken, I felt pain, I felt agony. I felt anything but happiness. I couldn't function, I cried everyday. I couldn't stand the pitiful looks everyone sent me while I was walking down the streets.
I want to see you again. I want to hold you again. I miss you and I need you. I love you.
But I think something went wrong this time, I went unconscious right after the overdose. This time, I could hear the steady beat of my heart coming from the machinery to my right. This time, I could hear nurses and doctors rushing around and screaming orders. This time, I heard the decrease of beeps coming from the machine. This time, I heard the machine make an everlasting beep.
This time, My heart was too weak to fend for itself and fight through.
"Today, we are here to mourn the death of Kim Taehyung. He was a young man who has yet been able to fully explore the world. He was too young to die, but he chose to take his own life. Despite his depressing past, let's look onwards to the future. Taehyungssi is in a better place now, watching over us from the sky."
Black umbrellas were raised against the grey sky as rain pellets drenched the fields and gravestones in the cemetery. Some people stood around one specific slate, dressed in all black. In turn, they all delivered a flower in front of the slate and turned around to leave. Some cried, some were shocked, and some didn't care.
But as the last of the people dressed in black disappeared back into their cars to go back to the warm and loving homes, a little girl walked out of the forest. A trail of mist surrounded her. She placed a hand onto the gravestone and let her tears blend with the rain. As the mist got thicker and thicker around her, she muttered five quiet words before bending down and placing her cherry red lips against the slate. "I love you Kim Taehyung."
~Kim Taehyung~
1995 - 2017
Forever loved and will remain in
Our hearts.
A/N:
So that is the end of Virtual Reality, thank you so much for reading this book. I'm sorry for the rather sad ending :P
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