Dear Emily,
Its been three weeks since I found out about the truth. About how you were never real to begin with and how I was just living in an illusion, in my own virtual reality. Sometimes I still find myself secretly hoping that you would appear and sit down next to me during class. Sometimes, I still find myself walking to the cafe that we always went to and ordering your favourite iced latte. Sometimes, I still find myself opening the door to your room, hoping to see the sunset walls and you sitting on your bed. But I guess the truth is the truth, but sometimes the truth is too harsh. Maybe that's why people lie, so they don't have to face the painful truth.
I've tried so many times to ask Joohyuk for another capsule of those pills. I've tried so many times to search for you in the crowd. I've tried so many times to remember your laughter and your smile. But no matter how hard I tried, Joohyuk wouldn't give me those pills, and I couldn't find you gleaming smile in the crowd. No matter how hard i tried, I couldn't picture your perfect smile and hear your overjoyed laughter.
I've started lying to myself, I'm not going to accept the truth. I can't accept the truth. My heart still beats for you, it still aches for you everyday and night. I can't bring myself grow stronger. My heart refuses to mend itself, my mind refuses to stop thinking about you. I miss you like crazy. I want to feel your body against me, your lips attached to mine and your laughter ringing in my ears. I'm going to see you again, I'm taking you back. Your coming back into my life, don't worry.
We will see each other soon Emily, and I will never let you go.
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Virtual Reality | kth ✔️
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