Loving you More ✓

Nine

Once we arrived home Mac sat down with his face in his hands he looked truly upset.

I came by him and rubbed his back he looked up at me then sighed and did the same thing he was doing.

" what's wrong " I ask him.

" I'm just not ready to take care of a child of our own I'm just not ready " he says .

I look sad then try to comfort him.

" it will be alright will be a big happy family it'll be fine it might be a challenge but were Mac and Ari just me and you against the world just remember that. " I say smiling a him.

he looks up at me and smiles back and grabs my and kisses it.

" your right i think I'll be okay I just think I'm going to go on a walk to clear my head " Mac said leaving the house.

" bye " I said as he shut the door.

I slumped down against the door and sighed maybe I wasn't ready either.

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I'm walking down a dirt road the suns shining and he trees stand tall and mighty I shove my hands in my pockets and sigh I guess Ari was right walks do clear your head.

I walked down the road and plugged in my headphones trying to block all the other noises out then I get a text.

Ariana😘: Hey are you mad at me?

Mac: No why would you think that?

Ariana: idk you just kinda walked off on me trying to get away from the conversation.

Mac : oh sorry I just wanted to take a little walk.

Ariana: alright well as long as your not mad at me 😉

I turn off my phone and shiv down my pocket and look ahead off me and see beautiful trees and bids flying everywhere.

Was I really ready to be a father?