Fluffy's FIFTH Book of Randomness and Boredom [MEMES, SCREAMS, AND A CRAZY TEEN]

I'm Back, For REAL - Updates, Thank You's, I'm Sorry's, and Important Info

First things first, I need to apologize.

From the bottom of my heart, I am so, so sorry.

I had never wanted for things to turn out this way. In my mind, coming back would be easy. As soon as I was with the things and the people I loved again, everything would be fine.

Well, look at who was wrong.

I need to start explaining. There's a lot of things you all deserve to know, and I'll do my best to answer all of the questions you may have. Honest answers are what you deserve. I'm sorry for all of this pointless exposition... I should really get to the point by now.

On July 30th, I came back to Wattpad. Sort of. That was an intense and emotional day for me, so when I published the previous chapter, my head wasn't exactly in the correct place. I was incredibly on edge, and my emotions were all in overdrive. I truly apologize if the last part was surprising, confusing, or upsetting to you in any way. It was hard for me to think straight that day as well. So... I'm really sorry about that. I wasn't myself.

I'm thinking straight now, though. My head is in the right place, and I can meaningfully write an explanation for all that has been happening. I hope you can forgive that it's taken me so long to do this.

(And please, excuse any typos/oddly constructed sentences in the previous part. It's a little hard to type when you're crying and shaking, alright? I might make a few mistakes here, too. I'm still human.)

As I stated in the previous part, something hit me on that Sunday afternoon. I felt a need to return. Being away for so long finally took its toll on me, and I had reached my limits. So, in an odd and hard-to-explain twist of events, I posted that I was coming back to Wattpad in a new (and somewhat cheesy) chapter.

Even now, I'm not entirely sure what happened that day. I can attempt to answer any questions as best as I can, but I can't guarantee a completely logical answer. I'm sorry.

(Also, what the fuck was I thinking, posting a selfie? I'm literally kicking myself right now. I'm deleting that goddamned thing ASAP. Ugh.)

I think it's vital that I get what I believe to be the most important explanation out of the way first. There's a reason why I've disappeared for the last month, and here it is. I hope you can hear me out and forgive me.

So, going back to posting that chapter. Even as I was typing it/attempting to publish it, my Wattpad app was having serious trouble. It kept on freezing, quitting, reloading and whatnot. Glitchpad never changes, does it?

I figured, 'Hey, my app is probably pretty outdated, since I haven't updated it in nine months.' So I went to the App Store (I operate on an iPhone) to manually update it-- so I could actually use the app without any problems.

As soon as I hit the 'Update' button, Wattpad deleted off of my phone.

Wattpad.

Deleted.

Off.

My.

Fucking.

Phone.

Life just hates me. :))))

You can imagine how unbelievably PISSED I was about this. I had just posted a huge update-- I just hit a personal milestone, in fact-- and I lost Wattpad.

I knew that my account would be fine, so I wasn't too worried about it. It was probably still in the databases, I just couldn't access it on the app on my phone.

I mean, I could always access Wattpad through Google or whatever, but who the hell does that? It's slow and glitchy, and I was sure as hell that I wouldn't waste my time doing that.