Fluffy's FIFTH Book of Randomness and Boredom [MEMES, SCREAMS, AND A CRAZY TEEN]

A Few Things

Hey! Um, I'm not exactly too sure about how I want to start this part. There's a few things that I'd like to bring up, so forgive me if this update is a bit all over the place.

First things first, thank you all SO much for the birthday love! I wish I could've been back on Wattpad long before my birthday, but I guess that's alright. I'm here now, though, so that's what counts right now.

My birthday was a really special day this year, so again, thank you! I love you guys so much, you don't even know, aahhhhhhh! (And just for the record, it was on Tuesday, September 12th. :'-])

The next thing I want to bring up is that as you've probably all seen, I've started to reply to comments/messages over the past few days. It's been a little slow, but I've been doing my best to reach out to everyone. Given the way my daily schedule works, I can't get onto Wattpad until pretty late at night, once I'm back from extracurriculars and have finished my homework. Sometimes, I can't even get on until almost 12 at night.

So, for those of you who are looking and my notification/response times and wondering, 'What the fuck?', I promise that NOTHING sketchy is happening here. It's just the only time I can get online.

Plus, for those who don't know, I'm in the Pacific time zone (U.S.). I've come to learn that almost 90% of my online friends are on Eastern time, so that makes operating on a three hour time difference a LOT of fun! :)))) (please note the sarcasm)

There's just a lot of inconveniences happening right now. I'm doing all that I can to overcome them, but sometimes, I don't have a choice. I'm really sorry about that.

For the past two or three nights, I've been spending a few hours on Wattpad attempting to catch up on things. I'll be honest-- I haven't made as much progress as I would have liked to. That being said, I think I'm pushing myself a bit too hard. I've realized that I'm putting pressure on myself to get everything done in an impossible amount of time.

For my own sake, I might have to back off a bit. I'm starting to get a bit sleep deprived, and that hasn't been much fun.

For the next day or two, I may not come on Wattpad at all. I need to worry about homework, volleyball, and sleep. I don't get much free time throughout the week, so pushing myself to be on Wattpad constantly may not be the best decision.

This weekend, I'll try to be online a lot, though! Especially on Saturday, since I don't think I have anything planned.

In summary: You may not hear from me Thursday or Friday, but definitely Saturday/coming up!

That explanation was a little long... whoops. All I wanted was to clarify that my activity online may have to alter. And, I felt the need to speak out about the pressure I've been putting on myself. That's the thing-- it suddenly starts to feel amazing when you're able to freely vent after bottling things inside for ten months.

Be aware that from now on, I might be venting more frequently than I used to.

I hope that's understandable?

I've absolutely loved talking with all of you again, though! It makes me SO happy to be with you again. I can't put into words how amazing I've felt over the past few days. I hope that this feeling of being loved and appreciated by the world never goes away.

Wow, I'm starting to realize that all of these past few parts have been nothing but information and updates... oops?

Sorry about that.

Anyway, uh... I still have a few more things to say, so I'll try to say them quickly.

- Skype : I'm such an idiot, I didn't even realize that my shitty laptop (the one I've been using lately) has the Skype application already installed. How did I not realize that...? Anyway, I suppose that's good news, since my return to Skype will probably be faster than I expected! Woo!

- Bio : HOLY FUCK, MY BIO IS CRINGY AS HELL, I JUST READ IT AND I FEEL LIKE CRYING (I need to change it ASAP, ahhhhh)

-  Story Part Updates : I'm hoping that this weekend, I'll be able to post that I've returned to Wattpad on some of my other official stories. I was hoping to do this sooner, but still, stay on the lookout for those and whatnot.

- 180K : I MAY OR MAY NOT HAVE HAD A MINI PANIC ATTACK LAST NIGHT UPON SEEING THAT ONE OF MY BOOKS HIT 180K READS. THAT'S KIND OF A HUGE ASS DEAL FOR ME? I DON'T KNOW, IT JUST MAKES ME SO PROUD TO SEE SOMETHING LIKE THAT SAEYUKJJHUJFEDSHSUED THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, IF I THINK ABOUT IT TOO MUCH THOUGH I MIGHT ACTUALLY START CRYING, SO I'M GOING TO TRY TO PUT IT IN THE BACK OF MY HEAD FOR NOW. I'M STARTING TO SHAKE JUST THINKING ABOUT IT

I think that's it? If I have any future updates, I'll try to post them on my message board so I'm not drowning this book in information.

I've been so happy talking to all of you again! Being back on Wattpad... it's such a great feeling that I can't describe.

I'm looking forward to continuing to catch up with you all!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, THANK YOU AGAIN!!!!!!!

(P.S. This shitty laptop likes to autocorrect incredibly frequently, so I apologize again for any typos and such. fuck you @ shitty laptop)

(P.P.S. Obviously, my cussing has not gotten any better. Please help.)