Fluffy's FIFTH Book of Randomness and Boredom [MEMES, SCREAMS, AND A CRAZY TEEN]

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...

Honestly

Why the fuck do I even try

I don't know why I am this way

Why

Why do I have to be such a bitch

Too overdramatic

Too stupid to fucking exist

Too replaceable

I just

I'm so done

I'm so fucking done

I

I

I should just fucking end myself

I'd be done being a worthless nuisance to humanity

And I find it hilarious how some people actually act like they care

About me

Like bitch please quit wasting your goddamned time

:)

I'm not worth it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I can't get over shit

44 fucking days

And I'm still crying about it

Dammit

I'm so replaceable

I doubt that anyone ACTUALLY cares

...

Whatever.

Ignore this.

I'll just... go to hell.

Where I fucking belong.

Where I should exist. Where I should suffer.

Forever.

Hell, I'm already doing that.

I want to die

I can't do this anymore

I can't be on Wattpad anymore

Not if I can't even look at the app on my phone without tearing up

I'm so sick of it

I'm so sick of existing

No one would miss me, I'm sure

I would make the world a better place if I just fucking killed myself

So please

Stop acting like you care

I know you don't.

None of my irl "friends"....

They'd be happier without me

I'm just a nuisance to them

Besides, I'm sure Wattpad has been a much happier place without me

People don't have to deal with me

Just forget it

I'm so sick

Of acting like I'm okay

I'm not

I just want to cry in a dark corner and slice myself and die

But I won't

Because I know that I just have to keep on suffering while keeping a fake smile ass smile on my face

That's what I was meant to to

Suffer

I'm

Sorry

But

I

Just

Want

To

End

It

All

Right

Now

I'm

Sorry

For

Existing

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