Don't let go

Chapter 18

Cameron's POV

Bart kept on talking on and on about how lines would be organized and how there would be three boys in each section. He always separated me, Hayes, and Nash so we wouldn't cause any "issues". I was in a group with Shawn and the Jacks because they took pictures together with the fans.

"Do any of you guys want to say anything, or do any more performances before we start?" Bart asked.

Shawn nodded and walked up.

"I'd like to do a song... Jack Gilinsky will you join me?" Shawn asked.

Jack smiled, and I knew what they were going to do.

"So I hope that this person is aware of what's going on right now." Shawn smiled at me. "And this song... well, it's dedicated to my boyfriend, Cameron Dallas." Shawn grabbed my hand and pulled me up a chair. I smiled.

"Oh how I love his teeth.

Oh his hair, how I love his hair.

His face is so perfect, and I just want him in my bed to tonight. Yeah

Cameron Dallas, he's my boyfriend, oh I love him so. You can't have him cause he's all my own, it's Cameron Dallas.

Cameron Dallas, he's my boyfriend, oh I love him so. You can't have him cause he's all my own, it's Cameron Dallas!" Shawn and Jack finished.

All the girls were laughing as Shawn hugged me, cracking up.

Jacob walked to the front of the stage.

"So, we've been planning this for a month, but we're finally going to do it." This was the cue. Everybody grabbed a mic and went up to the stage.

Matt started talking.

"So, a lot of you guys love making us video edits. And one of the songs you guys always love to add to the video is the song 'take you down' by Chris Brown. Some of you may not know what the song is called, so Jacob, can you sing the chorus?" Matt asked, a huge grin on his face.

"Sure, Matt. Okay:

It ain't my first time but baby girl, we can pretend." He started laughing,"Hey, let's bump and grind girl, tonight will never end." He was on the ground laughing super hard.

"Because of the songs meaning, we will do only part of it." I said.

"Then, we have a choreographed dance for you guys." Carter laughed.

We started singing the chorus as the music played. We finished and all got in a circle. "Lipgloss" came on and Carter started us off. He started dancing and then we got in a line and started werking (no I don't mean twerking). The girls went crazy, and Hayes started grinding on Taylor. We all picked 2 girls and started dancing. Mahogany then played "turn down for what" and Jack Gilinsky and Sam were having a "who can do the most backflips?" Contest.

We stopped after 5 minutes and started the meet and greets. I saw Kylie head in Taylor's direction. We weren't allowed to show any "PDA", so we all knew Matt was screwed. They kind of just nervously looked at each other. I looked at my line. I was stuck here for at least 3 hours. Here's how it went: "hey babe", hug, "I love you, too", take pic, repeat. I usually enjoyed this, but not while I saw the one I loved enjoying another guy. There was some really pretty girls, but not as pretty as Kylie. The event seemed to drag on for hours.

It had finally ended at 11. We went back up to the rooms. Nash, Carter, and I went to a smoothie bar. We headed back to the room. We heard yelling.

"It was nothing!" I heard Taylor yell.

"Why would you do this?" Kylie yelled back.

"It was just a few fans! They asked!"

"So now I know if any girl that says that they like you can get a kiss on the LIPS from you, huh?" Kylie said. Her voice was shaking.

"No! It was only FOUR GIRLS!" He yelled.

"Four of which were not ME! I wanted you here with me, like how I pictured it. I was imagining something great. Was something great too much to ask for?! I thought you were DIFFERENT! I thought you CARED!"

"I do care!" He said.

"You don't! That's the problem! You know what? That's okay. Blame it on the girl who loved to fast." Kylie yelled. I knew she was crying.

"Kylie..." Taylor said.

"No. It's over, Taylor." She stormed out, right past us.

"GOD DAMNIT!" Taylor yelled, kicking the wall and banging his fists on the door. He was pissed.

I walked into Kylie's room and shut the door. She was on the couch.I hugged her. She cried into my chest.

"What happened?" I asked.

She pulled out her phone, that was now wet with tears. "Cam, I know you wouldn't do this. Promise to keep me safe."

Four pictures were pulled up. Taylor's lips were planted firmly on a different girls lips in each picture. They were from yesterday at the beach.

"That douche..." I growled. "Kylieeee... shhhhshhhhhhh. I'll protect you from him. I'll protect you from everyone. From anyone like him. I'm not like him, I promise."

She put her fingers on my lips.

"Shh. Don't say a word. Just let me love you." She said.

I looked down at her, smiling. I slowly placed my lips on the top of her head, rocking her back and forth.

"I... I love you." I stuttered.

Rejection, rejection, rejection was all my bitter mind would allow me to think.

"Don't move to fast." Kylie said. "We have so much time."

"But, do we really? One day until you go home. 3 days until I go to another state. 1 year of Magcon left. Then we have the rest of our lives, yes. But how long until Taylor comes back. Or how long until you find another man?" I asked.

"You're right. But in that case, we don't have any time to think negatively."

And that's when she pulled me in for a kiss.