Behind The Fame (LaMelo Ball)

Abortion Or Adoption

*Shelbys pov*

I closed my door as Melo sat down on the bed. "Whats up?" He sighed a bit, knowing something is wrong.
"You know I slept with Jesus right?" I sat by him and he nodded, "Well apparently he didn't use a condom and now im pregnant and he doesn't want it," I sighed. He just watched me. "Im scared Melo," I looked up at him letting tears fall, "Im 15."
"I know," he sighed, hugging me tight. I closed my eyes as I cuddled into his chest. "Are you thinking about abortion?" he sighed.
"Maybe," I sighed, "I don't want to but I cant take care of it."
"Yeah," he sighed, holding me close.
"And if I keep it you wont want to be with someone who has a baby," I let a tear fall.
"Id put up with it cause I love you," he nodded. I nodded too and cuddled into him. "Its your choice babygirl," he nodded. I nodded too and just cuddled into his chest.

"So have you thought about what to do?" my mom asked, as I took seat next to her on the couch.
"I think im going to have an abortion," I looked down, "I dont want to but I don't want to be the girl who is pregnant at 15 either and when im ready to have a baby I will," I nodded.
"Okay sweetie if that's what you want i'll make you an appointment," She hugged me tight, "I know its hard okay? Im going to be there for you. Im not mad at you or anything okay?" she rubbed my back. I nodded and hugged her tighter. "Thank you," I sniffled, "I love you mom."
"I love you,"

I walked back out into the waiting room where Melo and my mom were sitting. They both stood up. "You did good baby," He hugged me tight, "Its okay." I nodded and hugged him tighter holding in my tears.
"Are you okay?" my mom sighed. I shook my head no and hugged Melo tight.
"Lets go home," she sighed as she took us out to the car. I got in and sat down, I buckled up and looked down at my lap. "Does anyone at school know about it?" I looked over at Melo.
"No just I do," he rubbed my thigh. I nodded and put my head on my shoulder. "I just feel guilty cause that was a human and I didn't give it a chance to be something," I sighed.
"Hey just think," my mom glanced back at me, "Just think that say you had the baby. You know that you couldn't do its not the right time so you would have been stressed making the baby stressed too. So when you are ready to have a baby you will make that baby the happiest and best child ever okay?" she flashed a smile at me. I flashed a weak smile back and nodded.

"So Melo," I cuddled up into him more, "What are we?"
"What do you want us to be?" He looked at me, smiling.
"I don't know cause I don't want to be hurt again you know?" I looked up at him.
"I know and I promise-"
"No Melo I don't want promises," I sighed.
"Well then ill show you that I wont hurt you again and that I want you like crazy cause I really do Shelby," he kissed my forehead. I nodded and cuddled him.
"Maybe lets just start over and work our way back into a relationship?" I looked at him.
"Im fine with that as long as I know that im going to be yours," He smiled at me. I smiled back and cuddled into him. "Me too," I nodded. "Im scared to go back to school tomorrow I don't want to deal with Jesus," I sighed.
"Ill take care of him if he messes with you baby okay?" He played with the ends of my hair.
"Okay," I smiled at him, "Just don't want him telling people I was pregnant," I shrugged.
"What did you tell him?"
"Well I said that there was a chance I was so I never told him I actually was," I nodded.
"So he doesn't know so he cant say anything," Melo shook his head. I nodded and cuddled up into him. I just wish I never slept with Jesus... I thought it would be good for me to try to get over Melo but it just turned my life into hell...