thoughts ;

a not so happy bonus

I don't want to be a happy bonus
Not at all
As selfish as it sounds I want you to be completely indulged in me
I wanna know you think about me throughout your day , not just when you're bored
I wanna feel love
Not just attention , or temporary affection
I don't just wanna be apart of your life that blends into everything else
I want you to know that as much as I shouldn't, I put you above so many things and all I want is to know that I'm doing it for a reason