thoughts ;

u n h e a l t h y

If I'm being honest it stings
It stings that for the rest of my life I'll have to define us as unhealthy
That what we had was unhealthy
That at the end of the day we do no good for each other
I tried & you didn't , simple as that
Me still defending you to my friends and family is unhealthy
It's perfectly sick
I'm not in love with you so I don't know why I bother
I guess I'm still mourning the death of something that truly brought me to life in the first place