I am numb
You've made me exactly what I was afraid of
You made me exactly what I hate
You made me into you
You made me cold , bitter , and emotionless
And as much as I don't wanna care it fucks me up
How are you so damn comfortable with me hating you
I gave you everything and you somehow managed to take double that amount from me
Swollen eyes and the rebreaking of my heart are all you give to me anymore
And everytime I'm finally healed you ruin me again
And I hate you for that
