I want you . I want you around all the fucking time & it drives me absolutely mad that I can't look at you right now & tell you this . I can't admire your face like I do every single time I look at you . It'd be such a waste if I didn't , there's so much to adore . Not just your face tho , I want your soft lips & your tight hugs that I tell you about . I don't just want you on your good days though & that's the thing . I'll want you on your worst days when all you wanna do is cry . I'll still want you , I can promise that . I envy my mind bc I can see you there . I get to be with you in my memories ya know . So it's those thoughts that keep me up until 3 am when I know I should be asleep . You make me wanna do things that I thought I'd never ever do . You make me a happier version of myself & that's all I want for you . Have I mentioned that I want you ? But anywho you deserve the world & everything in it . I just wanna let you know that . I wish so badly that I could give that to you . That I could make everytime you've ever been hurt not hurt anymore . You're everything I've ever wanted , everything I've ever dreamed about when I was little , every wish I could ever make on a star , everything I've ever wanted for myself in the future . You make me ugly laugh & smile like an idiot & I think that's amazing . With you is where I really feel secure , safe . Like I could never get hurt with you . I wish I could kiss you right now . I totally would btw .
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This is a lovey dovey rant , not a poem . oops .
