The thoughts that trickle through my mind at night convince me and my heart to want you back
They convince me the pain is worth it
They want to love you even if all you do is destroy me just to partially rebuild and then leave your greatest masterpiece
They practically crave it
The desperation echoes through my mind when I see you
And I think my heart breaks a little more when I see you smile without me being the reason
My night-time thoughts don't mind though
They tell me you're just trying to cope without me
That you miss me the way I miss you
But thoughts can decieve , especially those built off of troublesome love
