Hey Guys!!
So i was reading an amazing book: Engaged to the Heartless Heartbreaker by sapphiregirl22 and i got really emotional. When I get emotional I need some form of release and that for me is writing...
so without further ado...
The Heartless Heartbreaker:
The pain is bearable for now as I trudge forward
Waiting for the smile you'll cast my way like you did to her
And her and her and all the others
My tears are at bay now as I wash my face
Hoping that you'd be nice today
And the next day and the next day just like you are to those that come your way
But you never stop hurting me and I never stop hurting
And you can't seem to stop yourself even when I'm crying
So I found myself and gave up trying
And that's when I couldn't seem to stop lying
We lied to each other as we hid our darkest fears
We fought and hurt the other as we ignored the tears
And tears and tears that we've shed all those years
The lies are piling as they scheme against us
Plotting to destroy the love that we've lost
And lost and lost each and every time you hurt me some more
But I move on just as you're coming around
And I've been hurt so much that I can't tell if it's real or not
So my defense mechanism kicks in and I walk away
Begging for release as you drive away.
Years are gone now and I believe that I'm ok
While you watch from the sidelines as I go about the day
And days and days that have passed away
While we still are deceived by the liars around us
Being hallowed out by the games that they've set up
And set up and set up just to drive apart our timeless love
But somehow we still find each other
As you push your way back into my little tower
That I've put up to safe guard myself from the pain
Vowing that for you I'd never cry again.
So as you push and push and the secrets come tumbling down
We heal each other as we kiss away the frowns
And as I smile, I see a new future
With the man who I used to call my Heartless Heartbreaker.
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These are some of the banners made toward that story:
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So...tell me what you think. is it cringy? is it bad? *hides face* lol
Much Love
Rachey Chiq
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