Forever alone(complete)

Happy

I remembered the scene of the movie Bareilly ki barfi.

'But you don't love me, no one does.'

I didn't feel like that anymore.

Nope, something inside me changed ever since I opened up to Aanish.

We look out for each other, that's what we're supposed to do.

Oh, this reminds me of a song.

Count on me, by Bruno mars.

I mostly listen to Linkin Park these days, but there are a few other songs which I like.

You can count on me like 1,2,3 I'll be there, and I know when I need it I can count on you like 4,3,2 you'll be there, cause that's what friends are supposed to do oh yeah.

It's really nice, and I mostly like songs which I can relate to.

Speaking of relating this, I was acting like a mental person in class today.

Idk why, Im just so happy.

I was jumping here and there, I felt like I was in heaven.

Everyone noticed, it was kinda funny.

I felt like nothing could burst my bubble, and I had a happy shock.

Aanish was missing in the bus, and I forgot my notebook in class.

So I was to class and got so scared I jumped out of the room.

Normally nothing scares me, but the lights were off and if you were in my place and someone invisible said sup out of nowhere, you would be confused too.

Anyway, I was so bubbly no one could calm me down.

I was probably smiling like an idiot, I was acting like one.

Pillu was really happy for me, I was improving my emotional state.

Besides, I was more open now, like I was when I was younger.

I feel younger, leaving how I look.

Why do I look so young? I look like a 10 year old, and don't get me started on my voice.

Normally I talk, how do I describe it?

Normally shouty, and in a rowdy kind of tone. But when I'm shy my voice goes all high pitched making me actually look like a 5th grader.

Weird isn't it?

I'm not kidding right now, but my face hasn't changed since 2nd.

It's just grown a bit longer, and it's in a mature kind of way.

But leaving that, my eyes are still big, and sometimes I can trick people by using the good old puppy eyes.

My smile is big when I'm laughing like an idiot, otherwise it's quite small.

And of course my cheeks.

If I blow in it, I look like a balloon that's how chubby I am.

Literally anyone can pull my cheeks out.

It's irritating. Anyway, I feel like being open has helped me a lot.

Pillu talks to me way more, and me and Vaya argue a lot more.

In a good way of course.

Plus, I feel like I can talk to anyone now.

Boys obvi, it easy to mix with them, but they tease way too much.

Anyway, I feel like me and Anna switched our moods.

I'm way more happy, and she's way more sad and depressed.

She doesn't even talk to me anymore.

But that ain't no matter, I can't chase the person who doesn't want me there.

Btw this is Pillu's advice. Ha, she's so fun, time flies by.

Bye bye clock!

Omg, that was so lame. People, you see?

Don't be sad, try and find the hidden happiness.

Ok I gotta go, got maths hw to do. See ya later alligators!