He pulled away from the kiss after a few seconds.
"Cas I'm sorry I didn't mean-"
I cut him off by kissing him again.
It was a almost a minute until we needed to come up for air.
We sat there looking at each other. I couldn't stop smiling and it was so embarrassing.
"Wait was that your first?" He asked.
I nodded my head and started to laugh.
"What happens now" I said looking at him, since I don't have much experience with this.
"Cassie I've never told you this but I like you, a lot. And I've like you for a while now. Longer than I can remember. But I never wanted to ruin our friendship because of what he had. I knew you were anti-social and I didn't want us loosing each other." Harrison said as he grabbed my hand.
"I um, I didn't know that. I really wish I knew a long time ago" I said to him. He looked at me,
"Cassie I know. I know you have feelings for Tom. It's been obvious since we were little. It's okay if you deny my offer" he said.
"Wait what offer?" I asked forgetting about what just happened.
"Of you know, maybe going out on a date or something" he said as he started to get uncomfortable.
Right now I just completely forgot about Tom. He has a girlfriend and I can't wait around for him. I have my best friend right here who's confessing his feelings for me who knows me more than a lot of people.
"I will admit that I feel like I'll always have some sort of feelings towards tom. But he has a girlfriend. They are happy and 2 years strong and I'm not going to ruin that. I want a love life for myself instead of fantasizing of what could be. But Harrison that was the best first kiss that anyone could of had and you made me feel something I've never felt before. You care about me and would do anything for me. That's all I ask in a person" I said as I grabbed his hand.
"So is this going to be a thing? Between us?" He asked as he started to smile uncontrollably.
I bit my lip and nodded my head. We kissed again until we heard the doorbell.
I ran downstairs as Harrison followed.
It was Harry at the door.
"Hey harry what's up" I asked as he walked inside.
"I'm just here to grab Paddy. But I was also wondering if you knew what um-" he said as he scratched he back of his neck.
"If you knew what sam and liz were doing" he said as he folded his arms.
"I'm aware and I'm about to loose my shit on both of them" I said.
"Where are they?" Noticing that they weren't downstairs.
"They're at my house. I was out with my friends and came back home and kind of walked in andddd" he said starting to get all red.
I laughed in disappointment at the both of them.
"You're not the only person that did that" I said walking into the kitchen.
"Well do you mind if I stay here until they're done doing whatever they're done with..." he asked.
"Of course. Why don't we watch a movie or something?"
I said as I was cleaning up the pizza from earlier.
"Boys get in here we're going to watch a movie!" I yelled
I put on Netflix as Haz made some popcorn. I sat down on the two seater couch and harry Paddy and Nathan were on the big couch. I decided to put on Forrest Gump, because that's my favorite movie. Harrison sat down next me with a bowl of popcorn and put his arm around me. It was a bit awkward at first but throughout the movie I was getting more comfortable by the warmth of Harrison. The 5 of us were laughing and having a great time. Soon enough we were snuggled in a ball which sounds really weird but I was so comfortable and happy that I have someone to protect me and keep me safe. The movie was almost over as I looked to see Harry and the little boys asleep on the other couch. It was only about 8:00 so I decided to close my eyes. As I was drifting off to sleep I was woken up by the doorbell.
Nathan had immediately woken up and ran over to the door to open it. I looked up to see Tom standing in the doorway. He took a step into the house and looked over at me and Harrison on the couch. Then he turned around and walked out.
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