my best friend ~t.h.~

Part 10

After a few seconds I pulled away. Tears started to fill my eyes,
"What?" I asked holding onto him.
"You know what I said cas" he said staring at me. His eyes seemed to just stare right into my soul. But not in a creepy way, in a way that he was trying to tell me something without actually saying it.
I stayed silent for a few minutes. We were just standing there holding each other, in the section of grass that separated our houses.
I was finally back into reality.
"But tom you, you have a-"
He cut me off
"We broke up" he said looking down.
"What when?" I asked concerned.
He cleared his throat, his hands and still wrapped around my waist.
"It was a few days ago, that same day when you dropped us off cause my car broke down. She broke up with me" he said. But he didn't look sad. He kind of had a blank expression on his face.
"Why? Why would she break up with you?"
"Because she knew, Cas. She knew that I loved you. I did love her at one point but what I've felt for you is different and doesn't compare to anyone else" he said, starting to stare deep into my eyes again. I got lost in his eyes, his slight smile, and his messy curly hair that was out of place from being distressed.
"Tom..." I said leading him on.
"Yes darling" he whispered.
"I love you too" I said as I started to smile from ear to ear. I couldn't stop smiling that we couldn't even kiss again. We just started to crack up and laugh with each other. A few minutes I suddenly stopped laughing. I pulled away from him as I was walking towards my house.
"Wait Cassidy where are you-"
"Shhhh" I said grabbing his hand.
We walked inside my house. Thankfully Liz was gone and Nathan was with Paddy back at Toms house. That meant no one was at my house. I ran upstairs and pulled him inside my room. I locked the door and then yeah....it happened. I did it. My first time, with the most perfect person in the universe.
We layed there on my bed looking up at the ceiling.
I put my hand on my forehead and just started to laugh. He looked over at me.
"Are you okay?" He asked cracking a smile.
"I- I really don't know. I'm happy and overwhelmed at the same time" I said.
"Wait that wasn't your first was it?" Tom asked me.
I nodded my head starting to laugh again. He just shook his head and grabbed my hand.
"I'm glad it was you" I said sitting up.
(AN: Don't worry we're not naked at this point we have underwear and stuff on lmao)
He sat up as well and smiled at me.
"So I'm assuming that this relationship is going to be based off of a lot of Smiling and laughing at each other cause we're stupid?" I asked giggling.
He was leaning in to kiss me when I heard the doorbell ring.
"Oh shit." I said getting up. I scrambled to find a pair or sweatpants and a heavy shirt to throw on. I ran down the stairs with tom following. I opened the door to see my mum standing there..