Our classes for today finally ended. Pero tahimik at lutang pa rin ako.
I know Blaire. He'll never take no as an answer so even though I want to say no and reject him hindi talaga uubra
He can get anything he wanted regardless of the way to get it, he'll definitely get it.
Jane and Bella already bid their goodbyes and Snow came to me and asked me.
"Hey Twain. What's wrong? Kanina ka pa walang imik ah. Are you okay? Are you sick?" - Snow asked then placed her hand on my forehead.
"Yung kuya mo'ng punggok ang problema ko! Ayon nakahithit ata ng isang milyong katol at sabi niya girlfriend nya daw ako!"
Kung pwede ko lang sabihin sa kanya yan. Kung pwede lang talaga.
I just looked at her then smiled.
"I'm fine Snow. Don't worry, it's just that my head aches. Sige, una na 'ko, take care" -pagkasabi ko non e tinalikudan ko na sya.
Vin told me that we're going to meet at the Parking Lot. I saw him earlier with Devon's alipores and I conclude na isa nanaman yon sa nga nabingwit nya.
Paglabas ko ng classroom I saw Blaire. Our eyes met. He nodded at me but I just passed through him, like I didn't saw him there, standing with his cold, icy stare.
Mag didire-diretso na sana ko but he grabbed my wrist and murmur something.
"Wala ka naman nang magagawa Twain. Kung aayaw ka sa gusto ko matatanggal at matatanggal ka sa Council. I can tell them that you're having a fling with me and without consulting you I know they will going to kick you out as the Council's President. I don't care about your reasons. Hindi ko naman ginagawa to kase gusto kita o mahal kita. I'm doing this because I need to find out something." - tumigil sya saglit at nagsalita naman ako.
"What do you think about me Blaire? A research paper? An experiment activity? A science project? Isang bagay na dapat mong gamitin para lang sa sariling dahilan mo na ano? You need to find out something? I don't want to cursed you but what the fuck are you Blaire? Are you dumb? Wag kang tanga, unawin mong ayaw ko at wag kang magpaka selfish." -pero tila di niya ko narinig.
He just shrugged his shoulder and turned his back on me. Pumasok ulit sya ng classroon and I heard him talking to Snow.
A tear fell on my eye. Fuck it. What the hell is wrong with this jerk?
Parang dati lang di naman kami magkakilala, parang dati lang si Snow lang yung kinakausap ko. Dati hindi kami nag-uusap.
Pero bakit gano'n? Nakatadhana ba talagang bumalik ako sa dating buhay ko?
Nakatadhana ba talagan matali ako sa selfish na katulad niya?
Ayoko ng bumalik sa dating buhay ko, ayoko na at hindi ko gugustuhin pa.
Habang papunta akong parking lot ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko at dahil do'n bigla nalang akong nabangga sa kung sino.
When I looked up it's Devin. He's looking at me intently, his gaze's piercing my soul and I don't like it.
"What's wrong Agatha? Why are you crying? Are you okay?" -he asked.
I wiped the tears that is rolling down on my cheeks. I smiled at him and said
"I'm fine Dev. Don't worry, masyado niyo kong binebaby ni Snow ah." - maliban kay Jam, Devin is also my friend, but unlike Jam I considered Dev as my Friend only, not my boy bestfriend di katulad ng kay Jam.
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Arcane Feelings (So Far Away)
FanfictionI really hate his guts.. He's my total opposite He's a monster everytime he's mad He's a rule breaker He's a great pain in the ass He's cold He's heartless He does not laugh nor smile They say he doesn't have emotions but his two orbs says otherwise...
