Chapter 43: Confidence Drop

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                                                                ~Alexander's POV~

'Everything still seems dark, and I'm starting to lose all my motivation. I haven't been writing as often as I used to, but I have no idea why. Even with John back, it's still the same, and my life is starting to roll downhill slowly.'

I finally fell asleep.

                                                             ~John's POV~

I woke up with 99+ notifications on almost all my social medias.

'Dang it, the crazy internet found my social medias.'

I finally got through them all hours later.

'I'm so touched by these responses.'


*Time Skip Brought To You By You Will Be Found Reprise*

Alex woke up pretty late.

"Good morning."

"More like 11:30."

"Wait, did I seriously sleep for that long?"

"Yeah."

"I'm sorry."

"Don't be."

Neither of us didn't really know what to say after that.

*Time Skip Brought To You By My New Fanfic which is still lams okay bye*

We sat around all day, failing at starting conversations.

"Alex, let's go out and do something. We've been sitting here all day."

"Alright, but what?"

"Wanna go on a hike or something?"

"Well, it's already like 5:00 and the sun is gonna be going down in like an hour."

"True."

"Wanna go out for dinner maybe?"

"Sure."

"How about we leave at 6:30?"

"That's fine with me."

*Time Skip Brought To You By Spamilton the musical*

an// YES IT'S A REAL THING AND I'M LISTENING TO IT RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO ACTUALLY DIE

i'm gonna go listen to all of hamilton after this okay bye

gonna get back to the fanfic now

"Ready to go?" (an// john talking)

"Yeah."

                                                              ~Alexander's POV~

'I really don't feel okay with myself anymore, and I have no idea why. I'm just gonna try to ignore it. All I want is a great night with the person I love the most, so I'll try my best not to let it bother me, at least tonight.'

an// I'M SO SORRY FOR MAKING THIS SO SHORT, I HAD LIKE NO IDEAS FOR THIS CHAPTER

okay, so i started aNOTHER FANFICTION OKAY THE 3RD ONE

IT'S CALLED POPULAR AND IT'S A LAMS HIGH SCHOOL AU NOBODY ASKED FOR SO

YEAH

GO READ IT IF YOU'RE INTERESTED

thanks for reading

one more thing: THIS FANFIC HAS GOTTEN ABOUT 400 VIEWS IN THE PAST 5 DAYS

I WOULD JUST LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE FOR THAT

okay bye




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