Chapter 21 (|-/): Mixed Emotions

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                                                      ~John's POV~

I head over to their dorm. I knock on the door. Laf gets up and opens it.

"Hey." I sigh.

"You okay?" Herc asks.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I lied.

"Stop lying." Laf replied. 

"I'm not lying. I'm fine." I insist.

"Come on. We know you're not. You just want us to get off your back." Herc claims.

"Honestly, I'm sorta in a bad mood, and I would rather not talk about it." I groan.

"No, you came in this room, you're talking about it." Laf demanded.

"Can you not be all up on me? I have the right to keep things to myself, and every single time you two are always messing me up, making me share stuff I don't want to share, making me tell you guys every single word I hear, even messing up relationships. I have my own life, and I don't have to tell you everything. Yeah, I'm being a bit dramatic about the past, but it's still the truth. Why are you guys even my friends at this point? Bye, don't expect to see me again." I softly yell as I leave the room. 

'I just did that. Finally I could get that off my chest too. The past is the past though.  Yeah, I did lose my first relationship because of them, and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of them just wanting to know every single little thing about me. I have stuff that I want to keep personal. I'm still bothered by that dream too, and last night. My emotions have never really felt so mixed.'

I open the door to our dorm, and see Alex writing. I close the door lightly, trying so hard not to slam it.

Alex gets up, and kisses me. That turned into a long slow kiss.


an// I'M SO SORRY FOR THE SHORT CHAPTER

I LEGIT CAN'T THINK OF ANY IDEAS UNTIL THE MASQUERADE BALL

f*ck me okay 

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