I swam out of the pool and took my towel toweling my hair,i felt i was being watched,i turned and saw him...not really him at first,his shadow but who could mistake that lilt of his body as he moved out of the dark now so i gazed into his aqua eyes..."what are you doing here?"i asked"how the hell did you get in?" ,his eyes raked over my still bikini clad body then met my eyes"i believe you have a door"he drawled,his voice irritated the hell out of me "get out..ure not supposed to be here,i didnt invite you" "you dont need to remember...i was thinking we could talk" "talk?,i dont want to see you..." "keep ur voice down..u dont want ur father overhearing us do you?" "am not the one who did sth wrong,i hv nothing to explain,you do" "you have nothing to explain?"he stared at me and i glared back"come on,get dressed i have a party tonight" "and u think i would go with you and pretend we all good" "why not?" "because am still angry with you" "Is i just slept with one girl" "you cheated...thats not just",he stared at me"am trying here ok,am trying to make this work,am trying so hard not to be mad at you" "mad at me?...for what,you were the one who was fucking a whore.." "shes not a whore..i dated chelsea before this came up..." "oh?,thats what you are going to say?thats your excuse?,you cheating on me with ur ex?" "its not an excuse..am telling you the fact,besides you are the one who doesnt want a sexual relationship?" "what...you saying this is my fault" "am not saying it is..." "Keane my dad calls me one day and tells me i have to date and get married to you for business..i agree because i had no choice,6 months later am still trying to get used to it and u ask me to sleep with you?....get out Keane NOW" "you aint making this easy..." "i mean it get out of my sight this minute...",we heard movements,my dad opened the glass door,i never saw Keane move but hand on my waist,he was drying my hair with my towel in secs"what the hell is all the shouting for,keane...?"my dad asked as he came out to see keane all loveydovey on me,he was such an actor..one of the reasons i hated him,he placed the towel around my neck,pulled a strand of my hair back then he dared kiss me,i boiled but remained still as my dad observed us..."keane?"he called to alert us he was there,keane turned"soory we were so loud,we were,,,,,catchin up...",my dad stared"she has a room Scott..i got staff and am working..."he paused"Iss u ok..ure shaking" "yes dad..i guess am just cold" "then you both get inside",he went back in,Keane mvd away and roved his hair as i glared at him,he looked at me"gues i should go" "didnt you hear what he said we should be in my room havin sex" "thats not what he said" "dats what he implied..dont you get it,my dad and yours call the shots in dis relationship,they tell us what nd what not to do","if we let it....you think i actually enjoy this?,i had a life u knw before u came along nd if you cant accept my mistakes for what it is" "it wasnt a mistake dont lie to me" "fine it wasnt..but so what,we not a real couple anyway",i slapped him without thinking,and poked at his chest"get something straight Mr Scott,am a very possessive person,i didnt ask for this but as far as we are datin,u belong to me ....alone,tell that to your bitches"he stared at me for long wanted to say sth but stopped"fine"he paused"i really should go,get yourself together,maybe when uve come to ur senses you wud knw dat what you ask of me is unachieveable especially since you.re not letting me have sex with you,does your dad know?"i looked up"that you're a virgin?",he began walking away...."i hate you you know,if you didnt exist,this wouldnt be happening to me"i whispered,he turned but i went into the house~...............i spent the night lying on my bed and letting the tears fall,i wasnt allowed to live a normal life,my dad even had to choose my husband for me,and an egoistic bastard at that,what happened to my childhood dream of a knight in shining armour,candlelit dinners and all,no...keane and i would kill each other before we went on a proper date,even the dates we d fixed had been disastrous,we didnt like the same things and i just didnt like spending time with him,girls would wonder cos he was damn goodlooking and apart from his being a jerk most times,he actually could be nice,i seriously didnt see where this would lead us..at least we d survived six whole months after the heartbreaking news dat my dad d matchmaked me with one of his big business partners son,sold out if u let me cos Keans dad was rich,dealt in telecoms and one of the men who was makin my dad stand firm in the business world...well i still had the tiny hope that we may get to like each other,even love,it happend,i was really trying my best to put in more effort into the relationship...till i caught d bastard in bed with a girl in his room,it was painful cos while i was taking d relationship serious,evn thinkn we were getting smwhr,he was busy playing around.........i sniffed in~
