I was so shocked at first and dazed...maybe at the feeling,he pulled me to his side of the car and wrapped my legs around him,....he tugged at my hair as he ate my lips..i came to my senses that it was Drew and began to struggle"no pls..dont"i hit him....lamely because he was already doing things to me that was confusing my brains out,....when i could reason,i discovered my jeans were almost off and i was climbing,wanting to clutch at something...it was...god "stop it Drew...stop it"i couldnt believe i was doing this,i hit at him and struggled to my side of the car,i kicked at him with my legs as i finally got out of his grasp,almost fell as i got out and shut the door behind me,i leaned against it breathing hard..."oh god.."i wanted to cry as i pulled back my hair and zipped up my jean...a silence,i heard him get out and come towards me"get the hell away from me,dont get close...",he held up his hands totally calm"fine,let me get you home" "thanks i ll walk",why didnt i bring my car today god..."its about a mile walk..you want that,suit yourself",he walked back and got in starting the car as i weighed my options...how could he sound so normal after just attempting to rape me?...i got in and crossed my arms,he drove off face flinty,me home...in silence,he didnt even apologise...i couldnt even imagine he wanted me all along,but for sex...i stared at the car after he drove off...but damn the guy can kiss...Headline news...Drew patterson is a rapist..i walked into my house feeling more determined to go out with Brian..............................................................."you ready?"Brian pecked me at my door and smiled,i nodded,he smiled again,he seemed really happy i was going out with him tonight..i smiled back but winced when i thought of Lia and........ Drew.......hoping i didnt regret it..we got in his car and he drove off"so where are we going?"i asked"i do like to call it a surprise"he said,i smiled and nodded..he drove on in silence and i too stared ahead thinking back to what my mom and i had discussed earlier...i had come down the stairs after dressing up for my date to see her in the kitchen doing dishes...i couldnt believe she was now dating and who was he....."Mom...",she turned"hey karen..",i went to take a glass of water"you going somewhere?" "yea...",i looked at her"i got a date" "really,thats great",i smiled wanely,the dishes broke the silence that ensued in the kitchen..."karen i wanted to let you know that i was dating..."she began"im sure you did",she stopped and looked at me"really i did but its been so long karen i didnt think u would understand" "fine...so who is he?",she paused"not someone you know but we dated in highshool before i met your dad in college" "and you both decided to resume things",she paused"yea..but we just dating for now",i stared at her and kept the empty cup"so when do we meet him..or isnt that what is proper" "no...hes been really busy and all..but i ll make arrangements for dinner",a silence"i dont know mom,but why cant things just go back the way they were"yea even in highschool "you're not happy that am happy?,after all these years your father..."she wanted to cry"its not that mom,im not..im just used to just the three of us"i met her gaze"i dont think am ready to accept another man into our lives"she stared at me"i know how you feel karen,this was all thrown on you suddenly,but George is great and im sure you ll like him" "im sure" "you're not being fair or rational karen..you're being selfish and being just like your dad" ,i gaped,she shut her eyes"im sorry i said that..." "no prob mom...im sure you mearnt every word of it",i left the kitchen,it didnt start tonight but my mom always believed i was him maybe because i took most of his features and was closer to him,that if he hadnt lost custody id have gone with him instead...which was true given the circumstances now....."you seem lost in thought",i paused then looked at Brian,he d stopped the car"we are here"he said,then opened his door while i still looked around,he opened my door for me,i grinned like an idiot"thats so nice of you"i said as i got out"you ok,u seemed gone back there" "im ok and ready to enjoy the night" "ok..if you ll come with me miss",we went in into the chinese restaurant where i learnt he d made reservations,i looked around,could he afford this,really...."u come here often?"i asked"yea,their food is pretty good",i suddenly thought of his gf..ex.did he come here with her but i didnt want to spoil his mood and the waiter arrived then to take our orders,i let him order for me since i had no idea what was good.........the food was delicious,and wine too"mellow down on that would you?,we still have an evening ahead of us" "really..oh Brian this is totally ok",he stared at me"are u saying u dont want to spend more time with me?" "no..i mean..i mearnt",he took my hand across the table and kissed it..."you are so beautiful tonight karen and one or two hrs eating is not enough for me"
