I ignored Keane when i got home,i went up the stairs to my room and he followed..."what do you want Keane?" "we need to talk"he repeated,about what i wondered,i kept my keys and turned"and you came to my school?,what happened to my number?.or my house?" "you wouldnt pick up and you told your maid you dont wanna see me"he said,did she tell him that?,i rolled my eyes"so?" "what are you doing weekend?" "nothing why" "how about a road trip,you and me",i just glared"i missed you" he said,i gaped now"you do?...thats great because the last thing i heard about your party was you were on every available bitch in sight" "because i was frustrated that night ok?" "what that what you wanted to talk about...cos am seriously tired","it can wait..go have your bath",i stared at him"just lets get this over with",he quirked his eyebrow meaning he wasnt telling till i had my bath,i matched to the bathroom,when i came out,he was settled comfortably on my bed..."well?" "are you gonna stand there on your towel to talk" "just tell me what its about dammit" "i see i get your attention",he took up my diary,i matched to him and snatched it out of his hand..tried to cos he put it out of my reach"come on am your boyfriend aint i allowed to peek?" "No...give that back and get off my bed..now",he looked startled,guess he saw i was serious,then he smirked"you dont strike me as one who d keep a diary,what do you write about,me?" "stop being so damn annoying and give it to me",he raised his hands in surrender"here,i didnt even open it",as i held it,he pulled me to him,i wriggled"aw you jerk",he jammed his lips to mine,my gasp gave him more access as he turned me on the bed,my towel was loosening as his hands moved"get off keane,no stop it"but he deepened it making my body burn,i still tried to put him away "come on stop being so damn cold..i know you want me" "do i?",i pushed him away and sat up,he glared at me"Is?" "no..we are not having this conversation" "im your boyfriend..we are engaged" "its a fraud ok..i dont love you" "thats obvious,you didnt need to say it",he got out of the bed,i suddenly felt guilty,why was i so mean"Keane?..."i began"we got dinner at my place,with my parents tomorrow night",suddenly i glared"its business"he bit out,with that he walked out of my room and slammed the door shut..i glared at the door holding my towel then felt my lips..did i really not want him?...i laid on the bed,took up my phone and called Brit"where are you girls?" "at the mall,what happened..thought you were with Keane" "yea we talked.."if you call that talking,he hadnt told me what he wanted to tell me"well are you ok?" "no"i rolled my hair"i need some distractions" "well wanna hang out tonight...clubbing?" "am totally in"i said hoping it helped clear my head...............................................................We hung out at the club that night,while the other girls went to dance,Kristen and Brit stayed with me..."so what happened?"Britney asked "lets talk about sth else..like your relationship" "what,i dont have a relationship..Kevin and i go on and off,and recently,hes being a douchebag..im thinking of dumping him but...."Brit was saying"But hes totally good in bed"Kristen finished with a chuckle,Brit looked at her with a grin"uhhm...wait how do you know that?" "cos you said so..though i totally dont know if uve got good taste" "girls please...sth else not...this"i said and they both looked a me"oh i forgot we got a virgin here hows keane taking it?"kristen asked"what do you mean how hes taking it..the guy has not been getting some"Brit said"oh hes getting it,i assure you"i said"yea yea,so what did you guys talk about?"kristen asked"stuff" "you gonna tell us or what?",i stared ahead"we clubbing girls,less serious conversation..more fun"i sipped my drink",kristen threw up her hands"i asked;Brit also shook her head and left me going to dance with a random guy while i just kept drinking...i stretched out my glass to the bartender"can i have a refill?" "wo..you up to 18?"a guy leaned on the shelf and asked,i looked at him,he was a cute blonde and all but...."you got a problem with me drinking?"i asked as he took his beer"its gonna get you in trouble" "thats my business",i sipped more of the beer while this guy just stared at me"im Brian" i wasnt about to tell him my name"whatever" "you look familiar" "lame line..i get that always" "yea lame right..",i shot him a look dat spoke"leave me the hell alone" "u know i ll kill to know the guy dat broke your heart",i choked on the beer and looked at him"what makes you think im heartbroken?" "what else could..." "being engaged to be married against your will"i bit my cheeks,i was really going with the beer,did i just tell a total stranger that...he was gaping at me"engaged...you re up to 18 then",i rolled my eyes"dont you take a cue?"i walked away to find my friends to get me d hell out of there before i did something worse:.coming here had been fun while it lasted..i had to face 2mrw night~
