As i drove home from the party,i kept wondering what the hell Drew mearnt by his words...well i never should be bothering about what he mearnt,he always mearnt evil for me and never really liked his cousin....i wonder not for the first time why....it seemed to be something more than sibling rivalry,what had happened in the past?....Well i was now Brian's girlfriend and planned to find out soon....that got me thinking of Lia,if she found out the way i didnt want her to about Brian and i,she d throw a fit...and i wasnt ready to loose my bestfriend yet,i diverted to her house hoping to spend the night and tell her underminding her protest,even if i caught the flu...i sent a text to my mom telling her id be late,i had to see Lia...,i was supposed to have dinner with her boyfriend tonight and i didnt know if i was ready yet,kick me i was,what was in meeting a man,i didnt have to like him right....i bit my lip and stared ahead trying to think of something else...Drew came to mind and stayed....did he really hate me or he was just jealous....the vision of the way he d kissed and made out with me in his car still played in my head most times...like now...him pulling me to his laps,we devouring each other as he trailed up my top...he kissed nothing like Brian,he didnt coax,he demanded like he owned it and he was so good you had no choice but to give,the vision came again....i trailed his neck and hair..and had no idea when he unbuckled and zipped down my jean,hand into my pants...my jean was gradually being pulled down by him as we were consumed by our lusts....till i recalled it was Drew and came partially to my senses and began to tell him to get off...i surely hadnt been drunk,why had i allowed him to that point...yeah he was the hottest guy in school and all but damn,i wasnt just any other girl.."stop it...stop it Drew...now"i hated my response to him and my helplessness in fighting him off earlier,we had struggled in the car...god he was so strong,he mearnt business"come on,you know you want this"he had said,yes,surprisingly yes but i hadnt planned on losing my virginity like that"no...let me go",he d pulled me back against my chair now and climbed on me,he surely knew what he was doing because i was responding in no time,pulling back at him as the chair fell back...but then with the last will power i didnt know i still got,i had kneeled him in the groin..."get off...i hate you",i kicked him still and opening the door got out........i blinked out the images as i looked out the window,thinking now about it,it was no rape,id responded and i hated myself for it,i didnt even like the guy,but i sadly wanted to kiss him again.....i remembered the calm but hurt look in his eyes when he told me he d get me home,maybe my rejection d gotten to him more than i knew...no this was Drew we were talking about...no girl had ever turned him down..except Issabel....it was just his hurt pride i saw,i shouldnt pity him or let down my guard,infact he d confessed to have taken the next available whore home,and i had no idea why i wasted time thinking so much about him tonight,must be the wine from the party...but i hadnt taken mu......the car lurched suddenly as the bonnet began to smoke.....sighing,i took my torch,hoping it was water as i took that too and got out of the car...i knew a few things about cars,my dad d made sure of that,so i wouldnt be some helpless chick out on the road some guy d take advantage of,besides i had the interest of learning so he taught me...i opened the bonnet and coughed out from the fumes,after pointing my light and seeing it was water,i opened the can and poured it in.....i suddenly looked about,the road seemed deserted,and quiet....and deadly....i felt a movement and turned but didnt see anyone...suddenly scared i put back the bonnet to hurry to my car when i was knocked down by a fast passing wind..how did it do that....my torch d rolled away from me,i got it and stood up carefully looking around...i saw nothing...then i saw a shadow pass at the corner of my eyes...then suddenly,a dog rushed out of the bushes...i held my breath,had i freaked out over a dog?...the dog seemed unusual...more like a wolf,i shivered...in these parts?,not likely...i made to enter my car but discovered the dog seemed to be on a mission,cycling my car..."what",i got in and put on the headlings,trying to scare it off but it was looking up at something not paying me any attention...something heavy hit my hood,i looked up and screamed then it landed on my bonnet,the dog climbed on my bonnet and soon they both disappeared into the bush,turning on my ignition frantically,i drove off,when i looked in the rearview mirror...the dog-like form was there on the road staring at my retreating car.....why did i have a feeling itd scared whatever it was after me off...i drove on trying to put the pieces together...i sighed when i failed...it was just two dogs playing,i concluded.....~
