Thin •Lip Gallagher•

04

I walked down the steps with the boys, Lip and I were going to walk to the store.
"So Rose, how have you been, you haven't been around in awhile. "

I shrugged, "Been sick, haven't been getting out the house much ya know," he pulls out a cigarette and lights it.

"Can I get one?" He nods handing his pack to me.
"You only have one left. "

"It's cool, take it" He speaks inhaling the smoke.
"Thanks man."
He shrugged, "we're on our way to get more stupid."

"Oh yeah I forgot, and I'm not stupid" I laughed slightly and lit my cig.
We walked the rest of the way chatting about random things and life. It was kind of nice not arguing with Lip.

We walked in the little store and went around grabbing some snacks.
"Hey Kash, can I get a pack of Newport reds and Marlboros?"
The man nodded and grabbed them from behind the counter. He rung up all of our things, "$24.65."
I pulled out a ten bill and a five.
Lip pulled out a ten.
We handed him the money and grabbed our things that were now in bags.
We waved to him and walked out.

"You didn't have to pay "Lip says to me as I toss him a cigarette.
"I wanted to though, " I lit my cigarette and walked swinging two bags in my hand.
We walked for around five minutes and I began to feel dizzy.
Extremely dizzy.

I leaned against a tree for a moment.
"What are you doing? "
"I need a seco-" I tried speaking before I threw up.
It was clear but burned bad, I kept throwing up. Nothing but my stomach acid and water came up.
Once I stop puking Lip walked up cautiously,"what the hell just happened?"

"I don't know" I shrugged pulling my hair up into a ponytail.
"Am I still staying over? "
He nods at me, "just don't get me sick. "
"I'll cough on Ian."
I smiled and walked around the puke, pulling out another cigarette and lighting it. Though I probably shouldn't be wasting my new pack.

We continued walking until we get to the blue house. I opened the door and Ian is in the living room looking through a small stack of movies.

I chuckled and dropped down on the couch.

"Did you find it?"
"Unfortunately no," he frowned and held up a few more options that looked decent enough.

Eventually we picked movie, I don't remember the name but a girl had a gun on her leg. Her slim, small leg.
She was a stripper in the beginning of the movie. She had beautiful brown hair and her cheek bones were gorgeous.

I without notice started opening and indulging in a box of candy.  When I realized the box was empty. Fuck, that was the only word I could think of. Fuck fuck fuck Fuck.

I'm disgusting what the fuck is wrong with me, I'm so gross. Why did I do that, she's disappointed with me. The screaming is so loud. Make it stop.

"I have to use the bathroom. "

Edited
(Might come back and fix more)