I unlock the door and walk out.
"What did you iust do?""Nothing, I used the bathroom."
"Bullshit."
"Why do you even care?"
"Cause, I do."
"That's an illegitimate reason."
"I shouldn't have to have a reason to care."
I sigh and push past him and go into the boys room, laying down on Ian's bed.
"So you shouldn't care."
"You stress me out."
"Well excuse me for not wanting you to get your hopes up. Nothing about me is gonna change even if I want it to. "" Just eat and keep it down."
"It isn't that easy Lip."
"Well, you're sick, really sick. I'm worried, the hell else can I say?""I don't fucking know! I'm not a god damn charity case, and I'm not some fucking machine you can fix either. I'm broken, no I'm literally destroyed so it doesn't matter what you do, I'm not 'fixable' Lip."
"No, you can get help, but you're just a hood girl who doesn't let anyone get to close or help her cause someone deep down hurt her badly. "
" Wow. You read me like a book asshole."
I stand up and grab my bag going to change into jeans and a shirt.
"I'm changing then going home."
I fast walk to the bathroom and change my clothes throwing them in a basket on the floor.
Walking out I find my shoes and put them on going downstairs to the front door.As I opened the door, sunlight shun in and I stomped off.
Awe hun, I told you I'm the only one here for you. It's just me and you sweetheart.
"Oh bite me." I spit out at Ana and sprinted to my house.
Once I got there I unlocked the door and walked in, closing it behind me. Running up the staircase and into my room, closing the door behind me. I stripped out of the clothes I'm wearing and threw on sweats and a tank top.
Plopping in my bed I went on my phone. Someone added me to a group chat and my phone was vibrating like crazy. I opened my phone and checked the notifications. Apparently there was gonna be a banger. My friend Addy added me in the chat. Some people think of me as a party type person. To be real, I do go to hella parties. I get lonely, I like to live life on the edge, getting busted by cops is the only downside and it's honestly not that bad.
Everyone needs a fuck 12 moment at least once in there life. I text in the group chat and ask, when it was.
Tonight at 9 pm. I could do that.
I jumped out of my bed and grabbed my towel, shirts and a T-shirt, walking to the shower.Once I got in the bathroom I stripped down and turned on the water making it really hot. My stomach grumbled and I ignored it getting in the shower.
The water ran down my body and I grabbed the soap and scrubbed my hair and wash my body. Then I got out and changed into sweats and a t-shirt. I grabbed my dirty clothes and walked into my room tossing them into the hamper with my towel.
I laid in my bed and played music, slowly falling asleep.
Sorry for like not updating in forever I just kept putting it off until last minute lol.
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Fanfiction"I figured it was gonna land on heads" [This book is from when i was in like 8th grade and i haven't seen any of the new seasons of shameless, i def will not be updating or editing this book sorry 😿]