Thin •Lip Gallagher•

13

        I woke up the next morning snuggled into her navy blue comforter, half off the bed. I rolled over and grabbed my cigarettes lighting it puffing in and out until Addy woke up. I offered her one and she accepted it taking one from my pack.
     "Thanks for letting me crash here."
     "Aye, no problem.You're always welcome here."
I smile and ash in an old red solo cup that had tea in it. That became the designated ashtray for the moment.

    "So you guys played spin the bottle? Are you 12?"
    "No, we were drunk, high, on any kind of drugs."
   Addy started laughing followed by me laughing. 

      "God last night was wild, I made out with a chick."

   She giggles and I grab my phone checking people's pages.
    "Addy, look it's us!"
I show her Dylan's page and we are there dancing.

    She laughs and inhaled her cigarette. I sit up and look at her.
  "My dancing is terrible ."
"Yeah I was too drunk to stop you."
   "Fuck you."
"You love me."
"So"
"So how's your other best friend."
"He's, him. Still live with his asshole brother, drunk dad. Same old same old."

   Addy nods and stand up changing out of of her pants putting on sweats.
   "I should head home, or at least to the Gallaghers house, wanna come?"

   "Yee, let me put my shoes on."
She put on her slip on checkered Vans.
   "Addy you're a hoe ."
   "You're a cunt."
I snort and she laughs at me.

We walk in comfortable silence until we get to the Gallagher house hold.
   I open the fence and run up the steps opening the door walking in.
   Lip is on the couch in the living room with Karen Jackson.
   "Thought I smelt a whore." I said walking through the living room to the kitchen.
   "Rose shut the hell up." Lip says, I roll my eyes.

   " She's probably just jealous no one wants to fuck her." Karen speaks.

   " Not jealous Karen, suprised about how one girl can have that many STD's."
    Addy snickered at that.

   "Why are you here?"

   "Well Lip would like to see my bestfriend."
   He pointed to the stairs and Addy follows me to the stairs.
  I take two at a time and walk down the short hall to the boy's room opening the door.
     "There is a nasty cunt on your couch Ian."
     "Oh, who?"
     "Karen Jackson."
  He looks up from his bed. "Oh , hey Addy, how's it going."
    "Good I guess."
They began talking and soon Lip was upstairs. By himself.
    "Where's your prostitute?" He rolled his eyes.
    "She left, why do you hate her so much anyway?"
    "Do I have to spell it out? She is a B-i-t-c-h. It's as simple as that."
   "By the way about yesterday I didn't mean it ."
   "Yeah sure Lip."
   "Whatever"
I roll my eyes laying down on Ian on his bed.

   "Sometimes I think you two are dating." Lip says lighting a cigarette.
      I giggle lightly .

   "I never see that happening Gallagher." He shrugged  and hopped on the top bunk.
Addy sits criss cross on the floor by us. I close my eyes and think. Think about anything and everything. Sometimes it was joyful some time it left me feeling as if I couldn't breathe in a single breath of air no matter how hard I tried. It was as if I was drowning. I thought maybe this time she wouldn't be there, because I was happy. Yes I was happy for the first time in months.
Ian got up which made me fall on the mattress, "I'm going to get food anyone want anything?"
I was in dyer need for food, but I couldn't eat. All that alcohol had so many calories in it.
Anna creeped up in my mind and sat frowning. She looked dead, her eyes were sunken into her boney fragile skull and he arms were as thin as rope. She cheek bones stuck out and cast a small shadow down her face.
She frowned and wailed. She cried and cried yelling at me. What had I done? Why am I being punished? I grabbed onto my head as the yelling got louder and louder as she screamed and cried her dead eyes out. Scratching and kicking she screeched.
I felt tears well up in the corners of my eyes. I tried blinking them away. Anna yelled at me everything that was wrong in my life. As if it wasn't already etched in my head. I cried silently in the bed shoving my face into the pillow.

I just realized how bad I am at writing and I'm sorry??? To be honest I want to delete this book because how bad it is. Anywhore this chapter was shit and I do apologize
Good day my dudes ✌️