The monster inside me

Nightmares and A Love's Embrace

(Author's note: There will be a lemon in this chapter so those that don't like them skip it and save yourself the trouble lol)

This bed was more comfortable and gave me sweet dreams as I snuggled into Aizen's chest as we both slept. It wasn't long until the dream turned into something more...disturbing and twisted as I heard the dragon hollow laughing evilly within my mind and turning my dream into a nightmare.

~In the nightmare~

I was in a space of overwhelming darkness as I saw all the friends I made so far as they were all smiling at me as I smiled back. I tried to run towards them but was stopped as demonic hands gripped my feet and legs keeping me in place as I fell down on my stomach. Tears spilled down my face as their bodies were greyed out as if they died but when it came to Aizen blood spewed from him as my dragon hollow was chuckling as his hand punctured through Aizen's chest.

I widened my eyes and screamed out at him to stop but it was no use. Nothing could stop this creature from destroying my life as well as the ones I care for. It seemed like a vision of the future of what might happen, but I refuse to believe this nonsense! This isn't going to happen and Aizen isn't going to die!
~Nightmare ends~

A muffled scream woke me up and Aizen as well as I leaned over panting while my heart was going through palpitations. Aizen softened his eyes and went over to hold me in his arms as I started crying my eyes out, "Shhhh, it was just a bad dream Shizuki. I'm here just calm down."

As I cried I stuttered on a few words here and there, "I dreamt that everyone died but you got the worst of it. That dragon hollow killed everyone I've become friends with just to make me suffer!"

"I'm not gonna die Shizuki..."

"But--!"

"Shizuki, shhhhh I'm never leaving you, ever."

"Why have you been this caring towards me Aizen? You've known me for years now..."

Aizen moved my body so I was straddling him as we sat on our bed. His arms wrapped around my body protectively as his head leaned into rest his forehead against mine as his eyes were slowly becoming passionate, "I love you too much not to lose you against this creature plaguing your life and I'll protect you till my last breath to make sure your safe."

Tears of happiness filled my eyes as I wrapped my arms around his neck and leaned in to kiss him passionately on the lips as he smirked kissing me back. A few minutes pass by as we gently pulled away to stare into each other's eyes as I smiled at him, "I love you too Sosuke and I've always have. I was just afraid of what would happen to you is all. I don't know how I'll get back to sleep now."

Aizen merely chuckled softly as he moved my hair to tuck it between my ears, "well one we keep cuddling and try to sleep or two...I can make love to you."

My face turned to the color of a tomato as I quickly hid my head into his chest. To be honest I was uncomfortable talking about the idea of him making love to me but both of us have feelings towards each other. I gotta listen to what I've been denying in the past few years, "can you...can you be gentle with me?"

Aizen softened his eyes and caressed through my hair calming me down, "Of course I will Shizuki. If I hurt you please tell me."

I nodded in response as I reached to take off his las noches jacket attire then his kimono as his bare chest was there to greet me. I let out a satisfied sigh as I could hear Aizen chuckle in amusement at my staring. My hands moved on their own caressing his sides then moved upwards, "I'm very grateful to have you in my life Sosuke and if it wasn't for you I'm not sure if I would have survived long having this blasted creature bothering me."