||_Pterodactyl screech_ the title was going to be "Flaws To One Is Perfection To Another" but yeah no. Sounds so odd but whatever.||
'I can't do anything right! I'm a horrid person...' I frown and ball up the test paper another low as all heck score in (worst subject)...'god I'm a failure..'
Y/f/n, the person in which payed bullies to beat them up after school each week, had failed one class this year, (w/s). Of course they had been raised up with the mindset that thoughs who have flaws deserve to be hurt, which didn't help their mental state at all. They slide the money into the main bullies locker and walks out of the school head held low. Y/n would never tell their best friend, Logan Sanders. Who would want their friend to know what they do if its like this? Genuinely, they both held annoyance towards failing on something, but Y/n had it much worse. Y/n walks out the back door of the school, 'its Friday which means they should be here-' on time the bullies showed the leader smirked, Y/n didn't hear the door open, nor did they. "Well Y/n did you give me what I asked?" Y/n nodded, "as always, yes I did." He chuckles, "good," and signals the others to follow. Y/n prepared for the first hit, it was harder then normal, and saw straight to the stomach, Y/n doubled over coughing, and fell to their knees."Damn that punch was much worse-" He chuckled looking down at me, "I was paid to hurt you, I plan on doing it worse each time. I need practice." I nod, "alright..." His foot comes around and hits my side, the impact causing me to fall over. 'I deserve anything they throw at me...' He leans down and grabs my wrist pulling me up, "I need something closer to my hight. Come on guys, get your hits in before we have to leave." The others all start surrounding me, gaps everywhere as it was four people in all. I take a deep breath and nod. Hits come in on all sides, and then kicks start. I'm on the ground and I can feel blood and bruises forming.
"Nah Lo, its nothing...I just fell."
"You have bruises everywhere and a busted up lip Y/n. You aren't that clumsy..."
"At home I am. Trust me."
He sighs, "fine."
I smile a bit at the thought of Logan. My logical jerk of a best friend. Suddenly everything stops. "What the hell are you doing to them?!?" 'Damnit Y/n you had to think of him, he always shows up when you think about him!' I cough and sit up, I feel my lip, "busted twice..."
[High school AU requires cursing- sorry.]
"God damnit Y/n we told you to make sure no one followed you." He kicked me and started walking off, "dumbasses follow me." His posey follow him and I'm left with Logan. "What the hell was that Y/n. I know you can fight back. You've kicked people's asses!" I shake my head, "i-it was four of them." He shakes his head and goes to me, "it's a good thing you don't have /your/ glasses /on you/...they would have smashed and cut your eyes and face."
I nod, "okay." He goes down to where I am, "they said someone paid them. Tell me it wasn't you. God damnit Y/n now I know you aren't clumsy as all hell." I look down, "I might as well be, I'm a failure, I'm a horrible person, I can't even be a /guy/gal/nonbianary/ect./ correctly. I'm to /girly/masculine/neither/..." He hugs me, "you are perfect how you are. I know you're failing a class, I can help you study. I think you are wonderful even if sometimes you don't match what you are. You are you Y/n and for fucks sake you are perfect as you are to me. Screw what everyone else thinks! You don't need to beat yourself up, or have others do it for you...I love you as you are." The last but was whispered but I heard it clearly..."thanks Logan," I hug him back, "I love you too...""Erm- you are coming home with me and I'm cleaning you up." I nod and stand with him, "thanks so much Lo." He nods and grabs my hand, "if I see another bruise after these go away, I'll have to kill someone." I chuckle, "love you." His grip tightens, "I love you too."
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Thomas Sanders + Sides x Reader
Fanfiction|Started: September 10th, 2017| |Ended: July 16th, 2018| I'm only keeping this up because someone asked me to. Enjoy the old cringe.