Thomas Sanders + Sides x Reader

Panic Attacks (Anxiety x Reader)

    Virgil groaned, he hadnt seen his best friend in the horrid house he shared with Y/n. Luckily the "gloom cloud" had a room directly next to Y/n- of course it helped best with the fact Y/n was the only person who helped Virgil sleep, heck they were the only person who calmed him enough to where his anxiety would go away for the most part. Reluctantly Virgil pushed off his headphones, he was glad the others wern't here so he could talk to Y/n as long as he wanted. Virg walked out his door and closed it quickly, he wouldn't ever want to take a chance to have one of the others enter when he wasn't there. He went to knock on the others door before his eyes widened, he heard muffled sobs. After knowing the ____ for years he never heard them cry, it broke his heart completly, he knocked, "hey Y/n, I hope you're decent I'm coming in." The person in the room continued crying, not being able to breath at all at this point. There was no reason for the recent panic attacks yet sadly they kept coming harder then the last, this was indefinitly the worst they had ever had. Virgil came in, and yet again, his heart hurt. He automatically went to hug the other on the floor.  "Hey N/n its okay- breath okay," he rubbed the other's back, Y/n on the other hand only heard the last bit and clung onto Virgil, "breath okay? Come on I don't want you to hurt yourself with how fast you're breathing." The other slowly attempted to begining to regulate their breathing. "Alright, Y/n look at me. Name five things you see." The other nodded, moving back a bit, "I uh, I see m-my best friend, my books-" Virgil nodded as they continued, "er- my uh sketchbook, a p-picture of all of us, and uh my picture of us-" Virgil smiled lightly as the others breathing had become much less speratic, "nice, now lets go into my room and we can do whatever you want?" He took the ____'s hand and walked to his room.

    As they sat down on his bed he let go of the other's hand and hugged them before leaning back, giving them space, "okay, can you tell me what triggered the er episode?" Y/n shook their head, "th-they just keep happening and only get wo-worse- I'm so sorry you had to s-see me like this- oh god I'm so freaking horrible-" their breathing became more speratic and the tears came back, Virgil frowned, "Y/n if anything I'm horrible," he whiped the tears that had fallen and started rubbing their back, "I didn't notice your panic attacks and you spend every night with me. I love you and I didnt notice you falling into these episodes..." Y/n's eyes widened, and suprisingly their breathing evened a bit, "Virg think about wh-what you said in th-the last senta-ance?" Virgil's eyes widened as the other's had before, "oh shit- N/n I'm sorry that probably made things worse-" Y/n shook their head and hugged Virgil, "I uh- I love you too Virgil- and you aren't the horrible one..." Virgil kissed the other's head, "hush, I think we both should sleep, you seem tired- and I just want to cuddle..." 

    Y/n got up, "Virgil I uh- I think we should get something comfterble on-" Virgil nodded, "you can take a tee shirt and sweatpants from my closet dear, I promise I won't look." Y/n kissed Virgil's nose, "thanks, you should at least take off your hoodie." He smirked, "maybe I'll let you watch me change~?" Y/n's face flushed, "I uh- no Anx. I wont watch you since you wont watch me." Quickly they both changed, "Virg you done?" He cleared his throat, "yep." Y/n turned and walked over to the male, climbing into the bed with him. "Ya'know Y/n you are the only person I have let sleep in my bed. Heck even willingly let in my room." Y/n chuckled, "awe, thanks Virgil, but uh I love you." They cuddled up to Virgil, "I love you too Y/n."

EXTENDED VERSION:

"Awe they are so cute!"

"I hate to say this but Patton is right."

"Of course I am Logan!"

"Hush Virgil NEEDS his beauty rest."

"Thats not nice Princey, but yes they both need sleep."

"Correct Thomas as a adult human needs at least 8 hours to function properly."