Thomas Sanders + Sides x Reader

"If I Could Tell Her" (Virgil x Reader)

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9:30pm: Y/n Started A Chat Log With SurrogateDad🐶

Y/n:"I'm sorry Patton but do you know what Virgil thinks of me? He never talks to me anymore...."

SurrogateDad🐶:"He thought you were... awesome."

Y/n:"He thought I was awesome? Really?"

SurrogateDad🐶 :"Definitely!

Y/n:"How?"

SurrogateDad🐶 :"Well..."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"He said, there's nothing like your smile. Sort of subtle and perfect and real. He said you never knew how wonderful that smile could make someone feel. And he knew whenever you get bored you scribble stars on the cuffs of your jeans. And he noticed that you still fill out the quizzes that they put in those teen magazines."

Y/n:"Why didn't he say any of it to me?"

SurrogateDad🐶 :"He kept it all inside his head..?"

Y/n:"Oh..."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"What he saw he left unsaid and though he wanted to he couldn't talk to you, he couldn't find the way but he would always say, if I could tell them. Tell them everything I see, if I could tell them, how they're everything to me, but we're a million worlds apart, and I don't know how I would even start. If I could tell them, if I could tell them."

Y/n:"Did he say anything else?"

SurrogateDad🐶 :"A..about you?"

Y/n:"Never mind, I don't really care anyways.."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"No, no, no..just, no, no..he said..he said so many things, I'm just..I'm trying to remember the best ones. So, um.."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"He thought you looked really pretty, er..it looked pretty cool when you put indigo streaks in your hair."

Y/n:"He did?"

SurrogateDad🐶 :"And he wondered how you learned to dance, like all the rest of the world isn't there, but he kept it all inside his head. What he saw he left unsaid, if I could tell them, tell them everything I see. If I could tell them, how they're everything to me, but we're a million worlds apart, and I don't know how I would even start. If I could tell them, if I could tell them, but what do you do when there's this great divide?"

Y/n:"He just seemed so far away..."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"And what do you do when the distance is too wide?"

Y/n:"It's like I don't know anything..."

SurrogateDad🐶 :"And how do you say, I love you? I love you, I love you, I love you, but we're a million worlds apart, and I don't know how I would even start.  If I could tell them, if I could..."

Y/n:"Thanks Patton, I needed to hear that he said that...I just wish he could say it to my face...hey I'll talk to you you later."

9:40pm: Y/n Logged Off

10:00pm: Virgil Started A Chat Log With Y/n

Virgil:"Y/n, I'm sorry for not talking to you, I'm sorry for not saying it to your face. I love you."

5:40am Y/n Logged In

Y/n: "It's, it's fine. I love you too Virg."