grantedd : aren't you guys supposed to be the ones that make me feel good about my self
grantedd : you're all giving anxiety please fucking stop
grantedd : :(i gasped when i saw his tweets from his private account. that's why grayson was asking me where he was.
to : baby grant on me
are you okay?
where are you?
are you safe?
ethan??
what happened?
why'd you leave the house?
grayson's asking me where you are, please reply
baby, where are you?
fuck, i'm turning into a mom
i'm always here if you need someone okay? i love you so much xi closed my messages app and tried to sleep peacefully.
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a day has passed without ethan replying to anything i sent him. i was with grayson and we were making an update video on the twins' lives.
"hey guys, we're back! well, not me and ethan, but this is [Y/N], ethan's girlfriend," i waved at the camera as he introduced me.
"so, uhm, yesterday, our parents-- well, ethan and i's parents came to l.a" grayson started the topic. "and they had a fight-- ethan, my mom and dad," grayson was tearing up. i didn't know what happened but i'm sure it was the fight.
"ethan ran away in the middle of the night, and since then, he hasn't come back." i cut grayson, running my thumb on his right arm.
"we know this information is pretty overwhelming but if you see ethan, please hug him and just ask him how he is and if you could, please tell him to come back home. tell him i miss him so much and that i love him and that i'm waiting for him to come home." i broke down. the only thing grayson told me about the fight was that his parents didn't want anyone but him knowing what it was about which i respect since it was family matter.
"y/n!" grayson hugged me, tightly might i add. i almost didn't breathe. "e-ethan's missing, no one where he is, do you know where he is?" grayson asked.
the first sentence made me gasp, ethan's missing? how? he was with the both of us yesterday.
"what do you mean he's missing? what happened? i-i don't know where he is, gray." i answered. then it hit me. my baby's missing. the love of my life was missing.
"wait, what do you mean he's missing?! wha- how? what happened? oh my god, is that why my messages aren't going through? fuck, grayson, was it me? was i being too clingy? too annoying?" i ranted.
"he can't be missing, surely he must be at the hills, or the park we always go to, or the beach, or-" i went on but grayson cut me. "i already checked all those places, he wasn't there, fuck, i'm going insane, i can't live without ethan."