i've had this idea for weeks now and i read one similar to mine and ehhh it's just a song imagine really. ALSO this sucks a lot js
ib : all these years - camila cabello
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"just a few hours, please y/n?" ella begged me. we were invited to this youtuber party and almost every youtuber in la is going, i didn't wanna go because 5sos was releasing a new song in a few hours.
"but 5sos -" i was then cut off by my phone ringing. not even bothering to read the caller i.d, i answer the phone, "hello?" "grayson bailey dolan, where the heck are you? kyns and i have been at the door for half an hour now." a familiar voice rings through my ears. the mere sound of him saying her name breaks my heart.
"i think you've got the wrong number. this isn't anywhere near gray." i stated, hearing a soft what on the other end. i heard him read gorgeous before saying a small oh.
"y/n, i'm so sorry. you're contact was right above grayson's." he apologized. "yeah, it's okay." i smiled through the phone. just him saying my name makes me happy.
"oh, uhm. are you going to the party tonight?" he asked. fuck, i didn't even know if i was. fuck it. "yeah, i am. are you?" i questioned. "yeah, me too." he answered, an awkward silence following.
"i guess i'll see you later?"
"i'll see you later, e."
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ethan's point of view
almot 5 hours since i arrived and y/n was nowhere to be seen. not the bar, not the dining, not the ballroom. i begged for franny to check the bathrooms but she wasn't there.
kyna, this girl i've been seeing, i'll admit, i saw a bit of y/n in her. i always look for a bit of y/n in everyone, even if i shouldn't. and just like y/n, she was nowhere to be seen.
my hands wondered to my pockets as i wondered through the backyard of whoever's house this is.
i walked the trails of greens, yellows and white. i've seen the fountain in the middle, the open fire nearby. i've seen it all.
i took out my phone, receiving a notification from the only person i had my notifs on, y/n.
she tweeted a picture of her and this other girl. she was pretty, long blonde hair, brown eyes. she's gorgeous, no doubt y/n posted this.
i then arrive at the brightest looking tree i've seen. and i've seen it all.
in front of the tree was a bench, and guess who's sitting? fucking y/n and the girl.
y/n. her hair looked longer than i last seen her. arms definitely look stronger, i can tell.
they pulled away and her smile. my favourite out of the billions, they looked softer when she looked at her.
but her eyes, still my pantone colour. it was as i remember.
every feeling that you could possibly name, i've experienced in that brief second. my heart started to beat faster and my hands a little sweaty. i used to call this y/n.
then it hit me. why i was 'dating' kyna, why i suddenly decided to dress up, why i pulled my shit together. its was for her.
'cause after all these years, i do feel everything when she's near
she's still the one i'm after.
y/n probably noticed how i was staring because she coughed and was standing next to whoever that girl was.
"hey, nice to see you!" fake entusiasm evident in her face. "yeah, you too." i replied, emotionless. i couldn't feel a thing now.
she didn't even say goodbye. she left with my replacement. i got my phone out and opened twitter. i took a quick picture of the scenery behind me and posted it.
you probably will never know, you're still the one i'm after all these years.
