snapchat from ethandolan
*selfie in ny
caption : just landed and met a few beauts on the way out. i love you princess, good night x
y/n tiredly screenshot his snapchat, knowing it will be on the hidden snapchat screenshots folder she had. it was full of screenshots of grayson, alex, aaron and his snaps to her and she uses them as memes.
it was just 5 in the afternoon but the tiredness she had after school made her the sleepiest person.
her plan was to actually clean the house and go grocery shopping but now that she's worn-out, seems like there's a delay.
her phone started ringing, ethan's voice ringing throughout the room, making y/n miss him even more. "y/n! answer my calls, princess! i miss you! i love you!" it said.
she answered the call, shocked to hear ethan saying "why can't i see anything?". it didn't kick her until ethan mentioned it.
y/n adjusted the phone to face herself as she got comfy in the couch. "it's 5PM there y/n, why do you look tired?"
"because i am tired, dumb fuck."
"of what?"
"everything."
he looked at her with worry. this always seem to happen whenever she feels like giving up.
"everything?" ethan asked, tears glazing his eyes.
"i guess?"
"baby, how are you?" ethan asked, heart breaking when her tears fell down her face.
"i'm not fine, i'm tired of lying about how i truly feel, i'm tired of keepimg up with the bullshit, and i just," she stopped. ethan was wiping his tears, grayson at his side.
"i'm sorry baby, you don't deserve any of this, i'm sorry i'm not there by your side but y/n, look at me." ethan sniffled, y/n glancing at ethan on the other side of the screen.
"it's gonna get better, i promise you. i'm here for you, i'm here to tell you that you can get through this, and you can do this. i know i won't save you because you'll save yourself. i love you so so so much babygirl, keep your head up for me okay?"
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hey baby angels, okay so uhm lately i've been really really stressed out with everything and i'm trying my hardest to live for everyone else because i still have dreams to pursue, animals to adopt, love to give out and places to travel. keep your heads up lovelies, it will get better soon. much love 💫
