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That's who I envision Alexandrio to be. Hope you like😘.
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Alexandrio's POV

I was pensive. Very pensive. And worried. I've never being this worried in my life. The look on her face when Jason told her that she was mated killed me. I didn't intentionally do it. But that night when she gave her consent for me to fed off her, I lost control. My incubi suddenly took over and did what he pleased. He totally blocked me to what he was doing. It was the next day that I found out what he did.

I stood there staring at the spot that she was a moment ago. Kassandra and Jason were staring at me, but the sister looked like she was going to attack me.

"Why the fuck did you have to go and mark her you a$$hole?"

I tried not to get angry at her.

"It just happened"

"It just friggin HAPPENED?" she screeched whilst stomping towards me.

Jason grabbed her and slapped a hand over her mouth.

"Go find her" was all he said before I disappeared.
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I found her at our clearing. I've been here for hours now, just watching her. She threw a big tantrum, lifting the water and splashing it everywhere. She even set apart of the clearing on fire and then outed it. She even desecrated a tree with a touch. The point is, my mate is very powerful.

After she calmed down, she collapsed under the tree and cried. Right there, my heart shattered. I wanted to run to her and tell her that everything was going to be OK, but I held back. It seemed like she wanted space and I was willing to give her that right now. 

It was now dusk and she sat on a stone looking out into space. The orange hue of the setting sun caught tendrils of her hair, making it look as orange as itself. This felt like the right time to approach her so I did. I sat beside her, looking out into space with her.
I could sense that she was happy and angry that I was here. I didn't like that she was sad. I wanted to fix everything.
Turning to her, I already found her looking at me.

I stared into her expressive brown eyes. Anger, sadness, regret, pain. They were all there. I pulled her towards me as she leant towards me, letting me embracing her, comforting her.

Her tears soaked the front of my shirt. I ran my hands through her hair, soothing her.

"I-i-i-i am so-o-o-o sorry Alexei. I-" her words broke because she was crying so much.

"Shhhh... Don't try to talk. We can talk later"

She stopped, and continued to cry. I stroked her hair.

I knew something else was up. There was a story behind why she is so upset. My marking her couldn't be the reason why she was so upset. From the moment I meet her, I could sense that she was aloof, like she didn't want a mate but at the same time she wanted one.

"I'm not upset that you marked me" her voice cut through my thinking, "not really anyways"

"Why were you upset then?"

" I was upset about what could result from you marking me"

I waited for her to elaborate. She pulled away from me and looked out into the water. The stars were twinkling overhead.

"You weren't my first mate"

"What???"

"You weren't my first mate. There was exactly four before you"

I was in a state of shock right now. I didn't like the fact that I wasn't her first and only mate.

"I meet the first in 1617. He was a regular vampire. He was evil. He had a coven that ran an entire village. He was feared by everyone. I didn't fear him. I loved him. And he loved me. He did anything and everything for me. But one day, everything felt wrong. The love I felt for him was gone. And I told him. He didn't take it so well. He said that I was the only light in his life and if I wasn't with him, he didn't deserve to live"

I soaked in her every word. I could hardly believe everything.

"He drank a vial of silver that night" her voice was a monotone but full of pain and guilt.

I wanted to hug her again, but I knew that she needed her space. Clear tears ran down her face.

"The second was Tyler. He was a rogue wolf. I was his mate. I was happy, thinking I had a second chance to be happy. To make everything right. But the same thing happened. After a couple of years, the feeling disappeared. I felt hollow. Empty. Like apart of me wasn't complete. Tyler didn't take my rejection well. He locked me in a room for months, trying to force me to love him. I tried but in the end I  couldn't take it anymore so i killed him"

I was flabbergasted. She went through all this.

" Roman was a human. He was a good man. He was God fearing and didn't know about our world. I felt the connection with him too but I was cautious. I didn't want what happened before to happen again"

She laughed bitterly, levitating a ball of water in the air.

"How wrong I was? He went crazy and finally died when I told him, when I showed him, what I was"

About ten balls of water were floating in the air.

"After him, I went to stay with my mother. She  trained me and thought me what I was. While I was with her, i meet Junior. He was wonderful. He was fun and carefree. A happy person. He thought me to love and be free. I thought I loved him as much as he loved me, but I just loved him as a great friend. He was fae. He made me forget about all the horrible things that happened to me. I thought I was finally going to be happy. But he was killed. By other faes during the revolt. I thought that I was cursed to be unhappy. I wanted to die. I couldn't stay with my mom forever, besides her relationship that she had with my step dad made me envious"

I grabbed her hand, but she pulled away. It hurt me to see her in so much pain.

"So I left and travelled. I liked England  so  I've beenb in England ever since",

She turned to me, her brown eyes welled with tears.

"Now you see why I reacted that way. Why I've been running from you. I don't want you to die too. I don't want to be alone. If you die, I don't know what I'm going to do"

I grabbed her and buried my face in her shoulder. She's been through so much. She doesn't deserve to suffer anymore.

I pulled away and held her beautiful face in my palms.

"I'm not going to die Kitty. I'm not going anywhere unless your coming with me. I'm not your other mates. I'm me. Your Alexei. Trust me.  I promise to stay with you always and forever"

She flung her arms around me me crying.

"I'll try Alexei. I'm just scared. I don't want to be alone anymore"

I kissed her cheeks. Her eyelids. Her nose. Her mouth.

"You aren't anymore Kitty. Remember always and forever"

A/N: There you guys. Hope it explains stuff. Remember
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