In human life , there will
always be truth and lies
happines and sadness
and daily struggle of the world .
I felt both love and hate .
But those two together and more ,
was pain and war .
In the world of evil ,
You can only get by making choices .
For sake of shaking hands with the devil ,
I am always bearing with pain and loneliness .
It was tempting , I wanted it .
I myself didn't know why .
If I didn't do that ,
At that time ,
would it be able for me to move on .
I had thoughts like this ...
Now I want to get out of this evil world .
But I first need to break the shell .
So I could fly out with my wings .
Not just standing there in loneliness ,
with my hand reaching out .
But to be there with them once again ,
and this time not in memories ,
but to see their smile in reality .
