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i hate everything about you » awtsen

You are laying in your bed, staring at the ceiling. It's 4:48 am and you can't sleep because the space that is usually filled next to you, is empty.
that is until, awsten walks in and begins arguing with you.

You and awsten have been fighting a lot the past 3 days.
Even when you aren't arguing, you're throwing comments at each other.

"If you're so unhappy Y/N, just leave!", he yells at you.

"I wasn't unhappy until you started this shit! You get so jealous and angry over the dumbest things! You're ridiculous!", you yell back.

"I'm ridiculous? You're the one who didn't come home until 6am the next day! I called the fucking police, I sent you 50 thousand texts and I called you a million fucking times, I texted your friends, I called your mom! I was so goddamn worried about you and you won't even tell me where you were! Are you cheating on me?"

"Now you're accusing me of shit! I'm not fucking cheating on you! I was out with friends, I'm sorry! But I don't have to be here with you 24 fucking 7. If you can't trust me then we're fucking done!"

"Fine! I don't give a fuck!", he yells.

"Okay, we're broken up.", you get softer.

"We're broken up.", he looks down and becomes quiet.

"Uh, do you need a ride to your dad's or anything?", he asks.

"No I'm good. Thanks."

"I can call a moving company tomorrow, and they can move your stuff tomorrow. All the furniture you bought me and stuff.", he puts his keys down.

"No, you can keep it. Um. Have a nice life, I guess."

"You too", he smiles sadly.

It took everything you had to not breakdown and apologize but you walked out the door and got into your car.

As soon as you closed the door, you began to cry.

He was the only person you could see a future with and that's gone.

You begin to drive, the entire time tears block your eyes.

Instead of going to your dads house, you go to your apartment.

You were in the process of moving out, you were going to live with Awsten.
You have all your furniture there, but no clothes or food.

You tell yourself that you'll get your clothes and buy food tomorrow.

As soon as you walk in your apartment, you turn off your phone and lay down in your bed.
You cry yourself to sleep.

You sleep until 5pm the next day.

Once you wake up you brush your teeth and jump right back in your bed.

You turn on your phone and it immediately starts going off.

4 texts from awsten, 54 missed calls.
19 texts from geoff, 50 missed calls.
118 texts from otto, 4 missed calls.
46 texts from Y/B/F, 44 missed calls.
2 missed calls from jawn.
35 missed facetime calls.
8 Skype calls.

You ignore them all, and go on Twitter.

Awsten tweeted at you 3 time to call him.
Geoff dmed you 20 times.

You liked awsten's tweets, and dmed geoff.

underscore_geoff:
Y/N, are you okay? i heard what happened and you aren't answering anyone. starting to get worried
sent at 10:34pm.

underscore_geoff:
y/n please
sent at 10:52pm.

underscore_geoff:
you were crying and you decided to drive. i swear to god if you're alive we're going to have a serious talk. please fucking answer me.
sent at 11:20pm.

underscore_geoff:
please be okay. we love you.
sent at 12:47am.

yourtwitter_username:
im alive.
sent at 5:23pm.

underscore_geoff:
thank god. me & jawn are coming over. otto's recording.
sent at 5:25pm.

     yourtwitter_username:
bring food, key's under the mat.
sent at 5:25pm.

About 20 minutes later, Geoff and Jawn walk into your apartment and into your room.
They plop down on your bed.

"Are you okay?", Geoff asks softly.

You look over at him and smile sadly.
"I'm alive."

"That's great, but are you okay? Are you taking care of yourself? Do you feel the need to....?", Jawn says.

"I brushed my teeth, if that counts. And no. I don't want to kill myself if that's what you're asking.", you say and pull the covers over your head.

"I'm gonna get you ice cream, you need it.", Jawn says as he leaves your apartment, to drive to the store.

"We love you, Y/N. And we're here for you, including Otto. And I'm sure after you two get over this, Awsten will be here for you too. And if you ever need to-", you cut Geoff off with a hug.

"I just wish he would understand how hard it is! It's so hard with him not being there all the time and then whenever he is, he always finds plans with other people! If he can do it, then I can do it! And as soon as I do it, it's a huge problem!", you say crying into his shoulder.

"I know it is, trust me I know. But this isn't something to end a relationship over. You guys have been together for 2 years, thats a long ass time to be in a relationship with someone. What you have to do is go to his house, explain to him how you feel, I know you haven't done that because you're shit at expressing your feelings, listen to him and how he feels, and work things out.", he explains.

"What if he doesn't want to work things out? What if he already moved on?", you ask worriedly.

Geoff chuckles, "Y/N it's been less than a day, he hasn't even left his room. And I promise he wants to work things out. Otto and I went to see him last night and he told me what happened and he was a mess."

"Geoff, I love him so much and I don't want to lose him over this.", you say.

"Then go get your man!", he says.

You nod and go into your bathroom to get dressed.

(Girl), you put on gray leggings and a black tank top, you throw on vans and put your hair in a bun.
(Boy), you put on sweatpants and an t shirt and put on Nike's.

"I'm gonna sit in the driveway until you two makeup.", geoff says while you're in the car.

"What if we don't make up?"

"Do you love him?", he asks.

"Yes."

"Then you will."

TO BE CONTINUED....