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i hate everything about you pt.2 » awsten

as you pull into the driveway, you begin to feel nervous.

"Go in there and get your man.", geoff says.

When you step out of the car, you look back and geoff.

He smiles and says, "I'll be right out here if you need anything.", and turns on the radio.

You slightly smile at him and walk inside of Awsten's.
It's really pointless of him to lock his door, everyone has a key to his house.

Once you walk in, it's already depressing.

The living room which is usually lit up with 50 thousand lamps, you know because you always tell him to turn them off, is now completely dark.

The fruit bowl that is always on the kitchen table is replaced with a notebook.

In almost every room, there's at least 3 notebooks.

All of a sudden you hear a guitar coming from his room.

You quickly run up the stairs and knock on his door.

When your hand collides with the door the third time, it gets quiet.

"Who is it?", he softly asks.

"Me."

"Y/N?", you can hear him come closer to the door.

"That's me."

The door swings open and you see awsten in what feels like months, even though it's been less than a day.

His hair is messy, his eyes are bloodshot, and he's wearing sweatpants and a hoodie.

"Aws..", you softly say, feeling terrible.

"Did you come to get your stuff?", he asks, suddenly acting as if he didn't care that you two broke up, at all.

"No."

"Then what's up?", he asks.

"Really?"

"Really. What's up?", he says once again.

"I fucking miss you!", you shout slightly.

"You miss me? I'm pretty sure you broke up with me. Huh, weird.", he says in a monotone way.

"Now isn't the time to be a dick, Awsten. I suggested that because I didn't know what else to do. I don't want you to be in a relationship with someone you don't trust and I don't want you to not be happy."

"Don't act like it's just about me being happy. You weren't happy either.", he scoffs.

"What else do you want me to do?", you say.

"What do you want me to do?!"

"So you really want this to be it then?", you ask tearing up.

"Do you?", he asks.

Now you have several tears going down your face, "No. Aws, I love you. I don't want to lose you or your stupid attitude or the way you get mad whenever I beat you at a game or the way you squeal like a 12 year old girl whenever we walk past a dog. I don't want to forget about our first date, or HEB, or the 50 million scented candles in your bathroom that I remember all of the names of. You mean too much to me. But if you really feel like this is the end of us, I can try to understand and I will try my hardest to respect that. But I just need to know."

He sits down on the bench in his hallway, that's where you two had your first kiss.

"No, silly. I don't want this to be it. I love you, and I always will. That being said, I'm sorry. I overreacted. You don't have to be with me all the time, even if I leave a lot. You're your own person and I'm sorry if I made you feel like you have to be with me all the time.", he apologizes.

"No, I'm sorry. You weren't overreacting. I should have called you and let you know where I was, I would have done the same thing. And I love being with you whenever you're home. You don't make me feel like that and I'm sorry if I ever made you feel like I didn't want to be around you. I love you so much."

"I love you too.", he finally smiles.

You sit next to him and he wraps you in a hug and kisses your forehead.

"You're my babygirl and I'll never let you go."

"You're my blue baby and I'll never let you go."

Awsten laughs at the nickname.

"That's so cheesy."

"You loved it though.", you say.

"True.", he smiles at you.

"Shit. I forgot, geoff is in your driveway."

"Why is he in my driveway?"

"He and Jawn came over and we were talking and then he told me that I need to stop being stubborn and go get my man and then here we are.", you say.

"Where's Jawn?", Awsten asks.

"Shit. He went to get me ice cream and we kinda left."

There you go! The breakup and the get back together chapters are done!!!!!
I think I might write a book ab Geoff at some point.
Hope you all have a great day! - R