Within Her Crystal Blues

Her Dream

      She's standing at the door, not even questioning how she ended up in the state or city or house she stood before. Her nerves were scatter, her mind almost blank because she knew no matter what she had to say it would leave her the moment the door opened. If they ever did open though. She had come so far from her home just to meet this person she doesn't really know. She didn't do because pity or anything but knowing the lost of a friend from a death they chose left her needing this release. She raised her little pale hand and knocked on the door firmly yet gently. She didn't want to scare them away. She didn't know what to say or how to go about this. She didn't want to lose another person to the battle she hides inside much less the one she only hears from states away. There's no reaponse and she fears she's too late. They're already gone and she has failed. Tears swell in her eyes as she weakly knocks one last time. The door opens and they appear. At least, she believes it's them.
       "I'm sorry," she whispers as she wipes at her eyes rapidly. With puffy red eyes and a weak but happy smile. "I-I'm timeworper24..." she says. "I'm looking f-for..." They nod, confirming it was them. She goes to say something else but can't. She walks up and gives them a hug out of the blue. "You are worth so much more than the knife, the pills, the gun, the rope, or whatever it was. Your life is worth so much more than whatever those dark voices in your mind say, they aren't true. Please don't give up on yourself because we haven't given up on you..."

      Before anything else could be said, her alarm goes off and she snaps awake. She turns off her alarm and see if they messaged. She smiles gently as she sees they had. She falls back into bed. 'Thank you...' She thinks to no one in general. After a bit, she finally gets up and starts on her daily routines.