I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know where we stand. I sit here in my bed crying my eyes out but you don't even answer the phone to know this. I hide the tears for my family but once the celebration ends and the gifts have been unwrapped and the food long since ate... I find my way back into my room.
With music blasting, I close my eyes and let them fall. What's the point of hiding them when no one's around. Why wait for someone to catch them? So I don't. I play the saddest song and let them all fall from my eyes. I let my eyes become truly blue and red. They brighten so beautifully yet cover in redness and become puffy to hide that beauty.
Why look so before when that beauty came from a horrible pain? Nothing calms the sobbing which will lull me to sleep tonight because you never answered.
And all I can think about is... "What did I do for you to not answer?"
"What did I do to cause you to distance yourself from me?"
"What did I do to make you just... What did I do wrong....?"
I just wish I knew.....
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Within Her Crystal Blues
Cerita PendekHi, my name is Timeworper24. At least, that's what all of you know me as. For the sake of everyone, you can just call me Jean. This... This is a story about my life. At least pieces of it. Some events are true and some are ones that have only played...
