Dream // irwin

Kiss Me

"You do?" Ashton asked me surprised.

"I do." I looked up at him.

He slowly moved his face closer to mine, and began to kiss my lips. I leaned up, still kissing him, and brought my hands to his hair. I began to tangle my fingers in his hair, causing him to smile as we kissed.

"Yeah, I love you." He said after we stopped kissing.

"I know, you just said that." I grinned, completely forgetting my worries.

"It's true." He smiled at me, before pulling me closer to his chest.

"Have you talked to your sister recently?" He suddenly asked.

"Why?" I ask utterly confused.

"She came downstairs looking for you, and she had a really worried face." He says.

"Oh, I'm not sure why." I shrug not sure what she needed.

"It probably was important, she looked worried." He pointed out.

"Okay, I'll go see what it was." I say suddenly remembering she was pregnant, and could've lost the baby.

"I'll wait here." He grinned, laying flat on my bed as I got up to see what Theo wanted.

-

After going upstairs only to find out Theo was just wondering if I had came home from Ashton's house yet, I went back downstairs. I walked into my room only to not find Ashton there. Worried, I began to search for him.

"Ashton?" I croak out.

"Brighton." He worriedly says, his voice cracking at the end. "Why?"

He walked out of my bathroom holding my razor blade, tears were pooling in his eyes. I felt tears rush to my eyes, as I ran forward and grabbed it from him.

"I needed to feel something." I choked out, tears falling from my eyes.

"But, why?" He began to cry causing my heart to shatter.

"I-I, Ashton." I sobbed throwing the blade to the ground, and burying my face into my hands.

"Brighton, it's okay. I've already promised, we can get through this." He walks over to me and protectively wraps his arms around me.

"I shouldn't have done it!" I cried, briefly looking up at him.

"Brighton, you know I used to, yeah." He fumble with his words.

"What?" I asked utterly surprised.

"I did, I stopped because I learned I have people who care, and yeah, life might be hard at times, but it'll get better." He choked nearly breaking down, crying.

"I'm sorry, like, really sorry, I'm such a mess." I sighed, then laughed.

"Hey, don't say that, I'm a mess too, so we're just a big mess together." He grinned at me.

"Ashton Irwin, I don't know how I got lucky enough to date you." I say looking into his eyes.

"I'm not sure either." He says looking into my eyes as well.

I suddenly leaned forward, connecting our lips, and pretty much started making out with Ashton. After a few seconds, we began to fall backwards, and onto my bed.

-

I woke up lying next to Ashton, a blanket over my body. I went to now the blanket but remembered what had just happened. Did that really just happen?

Oh my god that only took a week to write and it's not even good!

I feel bad, but I already promise you Josie.

I'm going to sleep because it's nearly 3.30 in the morning.

Byyyeeee

-RO0ory